heckler

I love her


I still desire her so badly even though she's already broken my heart.


I love her


I wish I'd never met her


I could have carried on believing I didn't need anyone, that I was fine on my own, that I was contented with my life, that my future was something I could look forward to
Instead the things that brought me contentment now do so only fleetingly.
I look back & realise just how alone I've been the last few years.
How I've wasted the chances I've had in life.
How I've achieved nothing of any significance.
How, if I carry on the same way, I never will.
How my future looks a depressing, disappointing & lonely place


I love her


I'm so glad I met her


For a short time I was the happiest person in the world.
she made the world & more enjoyable & beautiful place to be
I got to share just a bit of the ecstasy & joy that someone experiences when they are fulfilling a lifelong dream
I realised that I am capable fulfilling my dreams
That I am capable baring my soul to another person
That I don't have to allow my anxieties & fears to control my life
That if I want something badly enough nothing can stop me achieving it


I love her


I should tell her


maybe one day I will


but I doubt it