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Wednesday Sep 26, 2007

Sep 26, 2007
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Rough day today
Asthma attack on the way to work
Puncture
On my own for 7 hours
Ridiculously busy all day (60 customers an hour busy frown )
Low blood sugar levels
Dehydrated
Stressed
2 annoying reps
Maintenance on the store alarm system meaning it kept being set off
I just about avoided a panic attack in work
Fixed the puncture & cycled home (into a headwind)
Get half way home & find the panic attack reemerging so I'm cycling along in tears
Asthma kicks in again
Now I'm sat at home still trying to get the anxiety under control
I'm shivering (no idea why)

I'm gonna go have a long, hot shower & if that doesn't work lie in a ball in the middle of my bed pull the covers over my head & wait till it passes.


edited to say

well the shower seems to have worked.

& I've spent the last hour revisiting my old career as a telecoms engineer & I think I've finally managed to fix my phone line. So hopefully I won't be plagued by internet cutouts anymore smile smile
kekelyn:
I get that with my anxiety/depression. And when I get out of control the only real thing that works is getting into bed and pulling the covers over my head and just forcing myself to sleep/nap it away.

I feel so bad that I had to run out on you like that today; work called me in early. Sorry doll; kiss hopefully I'll catch ya tomorrowbiggrin...er..today for youtongue
Sep 26, 2007

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