I've been listening to Portishead all day.
It kinda matches my mood.
Work sucks. Still
I'm still broke.
My life consists of, Get up to damn early. Go to work & either be rushed of my feet or be totallly bored for 8 hours. Go home. Eat. Annoy people online. Listen to music / watch TV. Read. Go to bed. Repeat ad infinitum...
I've been in full blown "loner" mode today. Not good when I'm dealing with the public all day. I would have been happy to have not needed to speak to anybody all day. I'm sure several people saw straight through my thinly veiled contempt for everyone & everything. (ironically the one's most deserving of my contempt are either to full of themselves, to stupid or both to even notice
)
Not gonna see Kate for a few weeks (she's in China touring with an orchestra!!). Chatting to her is one of the few bright points of my average working day
(which is actually pretty pathetic 
) maybe by the time she gets back I'll have worked out exactly what I want out of the situation (but I wouldn't bet on it 
)
I hope I managed to cheer everyone up with this uplifting stream of self-pitying / loathing, patheticness.
(don't be too concerned, past experience says in a week or two I'll be back to my usual self)
It kinda matches my mood.
Work sucks. Still
I'm still broke.
My life consists of, Get up to damn early. Go to work & either be rushed of my feet or be totallly bored for 8 hours. Go home. Eat. Annoy people online. Listen to music / watch TV. Read. Go to bed. Repeat ad infinitum...
I've been in full blown "loner" mode today. Not good when I'm dealing with the public all day. I would have been happy to have not needed to speak to anybody all day. I'm sure several people saw straight through my thinly veiled contempt for everyone & everything. (ironically the one's most deserving of my contempt are either to full of themselves, to stupid or both to even notice
)Not gonna see Kate for a few weeks (she's in China touring with an orchestra!!). Chatting to her is one of the few bright points of my average working day
(which is actually pretty pathetic ) maybe by the time she gets back I'll have worked out exactly what I want out of the situation (but I wouldn't bet on it ) I hope I managed to cheer everyone up with this uplifting stream of self-pitying / loathing, patheticness.
(don't be too concerned, past experience says in a week or two I'll be back to my usual self)
'Next!'
Your daily routine is surprisingly similar to mine too.
Hope your new year went well.