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these days...
yeah, i got my passport in. that's good.
i ordered a gibson thunderbird. that's good.
i went to court. that's bad
i plead guilty to "deadly conduct". that's bad
i got deferred adjudication. that's good.
i have probation for a year and have to pay $2424 in 12 months. that's bad.

this is my life. it's half bad.

hello again, boredom.
the holidays are over.
my friends will all be gone soon.
what will i do?
just die from boredom?
well, at least i have willie nelson on valentine's day.
i need to find a girl to take.

damn, i need to calm down with the alchohol and cigarettes and late nights.
it's all catching up to me.
i look haggard.
i look unhealthy.
i look pretty damn awesome.
but i feel tired.

well, christmas is officially over. has been for about thirty minutes.
the last couple of minutes, i've been thinking about the entire day and how it did not feel like christmas.
all the excitement i remember being little is gone. i didn't watch the flintstones christmas special like i usually do, i didn't watch a nightmare before christmas like i usually do, i didn't even...
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what a long, tiring day.
chrismas in west texas sucks.
it was at least 80 degrees farenheight all day long.
and absolutely dry.
what kind of weather is that for winter, dammit?
i have also not smoked as many cigarettes as i would like to have today.
ugh, i'll have to make up for it all tonight.

random bursts of thoughts always seem to enter my head.
random songs always get stuck in my head as well.
today i had three smiths songs and an anthrax song stuck in my head at work. just alternating.
as soon as "frankly, mr. shankley" stopped playing in my head, all i could think of is "girlfriend in a coma/i know/ i know/ it's seriiiiiiiiiiouus"
damn...
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