Wednesday Aug 17, 2005

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i was caught in central park with my friend pete thursday during the worst thunderstorm nyc has seen all summer... it was fantastic... the whole trip in nyc was great... very relaxing and just what i needed

my whole life is complete debauchery and it's ok if i go to hell for it... it's worth it
trocc:
i don't know, hell sounds pretty bad... wink

enjoy yr debauchery while yr on the merry-go-round, i say.
runholden:
That sounds like the makings of a song

Wednesday Jul 27, 2005

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i have no idea where i expected i would be at 23 any number of years ago... in fact, i can't recall one childhood dream... honestly... no "i wanna be this/do this/go there" i never wanted a husband to work so i could take care of babies... i never had any inkling of a "what i want to be when i grow up" and i...
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xmoonpiex:
they were synthetic wool, which is a thousand times more comfortable than regular wool. And they are very comfortable usually.
And I was just asking about being 23, because I am a month into it and it already seems to be a complicated age.
heavenlyfury:
it's something... whether that something can be classified as "complicated" or not depends entirely on your prespective... it's not my favorite year, that much is assured

Thursday Jul 14, 2005

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so in the process of losing weight - something that i did not intend to do, it just happened for some reason - i also lost the majority of my breats... i look more and more boyish everyday it seems - which i'm liking - i've (almost) always loved being a girl - but boobs always got in my way - i don't have enough...
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automatic:
Boo for boob loss... I mean do what you wanna- whatever makes you happy. But this world has too many girls that look like boys and vice versa already... I guess...

Tuesday Jul 12, 2005

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she will not rust through the tears
and it will not lose its appeal over years
come on!

so the funk has lifted from being constantly persistent for the past however many months and rolled back to it's expected coming and going as it pleases... my doctor wrote me a script for Prozac today for my mood swings and lifelong anxiety inspired insomnia, which i...
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heavenlyfury:
it's not s.d warren anymore - it's sappi
garamondyo:
you are my first friend. hooray

Saturday Jul 09, 2005

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one of these days i'm going to buy a flamethrower, eat a bunch of acid, walk into the most annoying environment i can find and wait and see what happens

this week has completely sucked.... hard... from sunday on and i want to kill, kill, kill like i rarely have the ambition to

all i want is to be a song
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heavenlyfury:
my valuable hunting knife
trocc:
everything I think about I think about
everything I talk about I talk about
with you
but you don't know what I go through
you don't know

i love Alien Lanes.

hang in there. climb inside the music for awhile - but remember to eat and breathe. kiss

Saturday Jul 02, 2005

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"there's a ghost in my room and he says i better run..."


time cannot conceive of a time that it did not exist... yet it did not always exist and time does know this... knowing and understand are two entirely different things you see. and so it is perfectly reasonable and logical to say you know that time knows it once did not exist, and...
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trocc:
i wish i could blame my insomnia on a freefloating spirit
runholden:
I get the "i" once or twice a month.

Thursday Jun 23, 2005

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Hmmmm, so yesterday marked the end of the first 24 hours I have been single in over three years - and it felt no different from every other day for the past month. This is bound to take a turn however, because we are still living together, with two other housemates, and no one's keen on the idea of moving since we just did it...
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runholden:
THAT has to be strange to be still living in the same place with the ex, no?
heavenlyfury:
living with the ex is strange, but not as stange as i thought it would be, which i think makes it more strange than it would've been if it had just been as strange as i'd expected it to be in the first place... it'll get stranger when my schedule changes and i'm home and awake during normal business hours.

Thursday Jun 16, 2005

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I didn't realise how long it'd been since I'd updated this thing - Holy Shit! I really do need to get on the ball a bit better. My personal life is going to a hell in a hand basket these days... maybe it's the humidity? I also moved a couple of weeks ago, which isn't helping me be social, have spare time or remain sane...
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trocc:
ah, the New Hampshire state liquor store... good stuff.

hope the humidity has lightened up some...

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