hi, thanks so much for your support, i have a great group of friends, i'm so lucky.
things have picked up a little. not sure if it was the extra meds, or just something natural, but which ever, i'm grateful for it.
i'm still sleeping alot, but i figure it's part of the healing process so i'm just going with it for now. there is nothing like going for a sleep and having a cat snuggle up to you, purring away. only problem i have is both taco and bailey want to snuggle, but as they hate each other, we can't all snuggle together. i have to keep swapping from sofa to bed to keep them both happy, but it's worth it to have their love and comfort.
mentioning bailey, he's doing well. he's settled right into our little family as if we'd always had him. i just wish him and taco would get on, but as bailey went for taco's throat the other day, i don't see it happening soon. bailey has learnt this neat trick, that if he sits on the keyboard, he wipes everything that you've written.....i still haven't worked out which key it is yet though.
oh just remembered something amusing. i think i've mentioned that my daughter is in her dancing school christmas show.......well i don't know how i managed it, but i'm in it too now, in the mumanddad dance.......although we are lacking in dads. i'm doing a tap dance to soft cell's 'tainted love'. i really didn't want to do it due to my state of mind at the moment, but sonja begged and pleaded and i caved in. thing is, the dancing teacher thinks i'm a natural as i've never done it before. i was shocked. i've danced rock and roll, disco and jive, oh and line dancing which bored me stupid for it's lack of speed, but never tap. i must admit, i felt quite proud when she told me. though if she puts me in a pink leotard i may have to have a tantrum, i'm thinking maybe black, so i won't get noticed. anyway, its in a couple of weeks, so i'll let you know what happens and maybe my dad will take some pics too.
do you know, just writing this has made me feel a little brighter. weird. it must be because i love you all so much.
anyways, take care and be safe and i'll try and catch up with some journals.
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things have picked up a little. not sure if it was the extra meds, or just something natural, but which ever, i'm grateful for it.
i'm still sleeping alot, but i figure it's part of the healing process so i'm just going with it for now. there is nothing like going for a sleep and having a cat snuggle up to you, purring away. only problem i have is both taco and bailey want to snuggle, but as they hate each other, we can't all snuggle together. i have to keep swapping from sofa to bed to keep them both happy, but it's worth it to have their love and comfort.
mentioning bailey, he's doing well. he's settled right into our little family as if we'd always had him. i just wish him and taco would get on, but as bailey went for taco's throat the other day, i don't see it happening soon. bailey has learnt this neat trick, that if he sits on the keyboard, he wipes everything that you've written.....i still haven't worked out which key it is yet though.
oh just remembered something amusing. i think i've mentioned that my daughter is in her dancing school christmas show.......well i don't know how i managed it, but i'm in it too now, in the mumanddad dance.......although we are lacking in dads. i'm doing a tap dance to soft cell's 'tainted love'. i really didn't want to do it due to my state of mind at the moment, but sonja begged and pleaded and i caved in. thing is, the dancing teacher thinks i'm a natural as i've never done it before. i was shocked. i've danced rock and roll, disco and jive, oh and line dancing which bored me stupid for it's lack of speed, but never tap. i must admit, i felt quite proud when she told me. though if she puts me in a pink leotard i may have to have a tantrum, i'm thinking maybe black, so i won't get noticed. anyway, its in a couple of weeks, so i'll let you know what happens and maybe my dad will take some pics too.
do you know, just writing this has made me feel a little brighter. weird. it must be because i love you all so much.
anyways, take care and be safe and i'll try and catch up with some journals.
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Long time, no talk. My fault entirely. I've been going through a more-depressed-than-usual period the last few months and have been avoiding even the things I like, like this place.
I'm trying to dig myself out of the hole now though.
I've read your last few entries, and I'm glad you didn't delete me as a friend.
I've thought about getting one of those lights for SAD. Not that I have SAD, but I know I don't get enough light and I figure it can't hurt.
You'll be dancing to Tainted Love? I hope someone records that and you can post it.