i'm in pain at the moment, but it's purely self inflicted. i decided to have my tongue pierced. it was partly a rebellious act, although i have wanted it for a couple of years. i'm not gonna take it out though, even though i can't eat for a week, i really like it and am pleased i plucked up the courage to have it done. my next rebellious act will be a tattoo, just got to get the right design, but my brother is an artist so i'll have a word with him and see what he comes up with. i know i want an angel, so thats a start.

apart from that nothing else has happened so i'm going to put in a song that is close to my heart. hope you like it too.


SHE FALLS ASLEEP.

she falls asleep and all she thinks about is you
she falls asleep and all she dreams about is you
when she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you
and why she wants to live
she's not got that much more to give

she sits alone, on her phone
and she's calling about her broken home
and I don't know what I should say cause she's crying
and feels as though she's thrown it all away
she won't last another day

you're climbing the stairs, unaware that she's hurting
bad and lying very still on the floor by the door
but it's locked and she was hoping
you would come back for more
but it's too late to realize you've made mistakes

she falls asleep and all she thinks about is you
she falls asleep and all she dreams about is you
when she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you
are why she wants to live
she's not got that much more to give

please save me
I've been waiting,
been aching far too long

she falls asleep and all she thinks about is you
she falls asleep and all she dreams about is you
when she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you
are why she wants to live
she's not got that much more to give

please save me
I've been waiting