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heavenandhell

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i've always believed in fate. that people wander into our lives to deliver a message or save us and then wander out again. it's sad when they leave, but sometimes they have to. we have to deal with it and move on. occasionally the message takes a while to come through, we wander about in a state of confusion, then suddenly it hits us, the message is delivered and all becomes calm.

for me these people are angels, i met one recently, again the message was unclear and i spent a long time in turmoil. but the message has now, at last, been delivered and understood, now i know what to do and i think i know how to do it.

i wouldn't like to say i had found happiness, but i'm on the road to it, it will take a little time to get along it, that's all. there may be hold-ups along the way, but i will wait patiently in the queues and i'm sure i'll be allowed to continue my journey.

i want to thank that angel for entering my life and delivering the message, i aplogise for it taking a while to understand though.


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deathbyopus:
i know smile, so things still groovy?
Apr 5, 2006
mmm:
Call it intuition, but in the back of my mind I had you pegged as a Louis Wain fan! I guess that's because I always thought you might be a cat fan, because you do seem very much a 'creative soul'.

When you put your mind to it, there are so many famous creative people who have had difficulty with mental illness and/or depression, aren't there? Perhaps these individuals need creativity as an outlet more than the rest, and so create great things.

A famous Japanese saying: The wounded oyster makes the pearl.

Oh, and thank you for your kinds words about my Journal smile

[Edited on Apr 06, 2006 1:02PM]
Apr 5, 2006

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