heatherisadork

I had studied for 4 days almost non stop. It felt like it anyway. Probably 5 hours each day atleast. The test was today. She gave us a study guide with 60 slides. Name the date, civ, title, and give some backround info on the art work. She only used 16 of those slides. 16!!! I made 60 stupid index cards, I studied well over 20 hours. And she only used 16 slides! ugh. If she had put all 60 I still would have passed. Oh well. Tomorrow is school... allll fucking day. I have no energy right now. I haven't eaten since 12 this afternoon and I just don't have the energy to even eat.. I want to sleep and I can't because.. well I have more homework.

I hope I get into Richard Stockton so bad. Not only will it get me away from my bi-polar mom and brother, but it will give me more privacy, more freedom, more alone time with alan (if i get a single room on campus that is) Unless he really has a house by then which he mentioned but I don't think thats happening. Yeah he has saved 6k in 3 months about, but his student loan payments haven't even started yet. Anyway I'm tired... time to study and crash.