heathavoid

i haven't felt this low in a long time. i cried for a good 2 hours today for no particular reason other than that if i didn't cry i think my eyes would have popped out and my head would have exploded. sorry all my entries have been the shit lately... i just don't really have anything else to say.

shadows are cast when an object obstructs the light
these obstructions are in my past
yet, they still loom over me
blocking my light...

it is difficult to see the brightness
when all that surrounds me is black.

i'm having a hard time with life today.