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Monday Oct 25, 2004

Oct 25, 2004
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drive by update:

I'm still going crazy... I'm not going to drop out... I have new, restored faith in myself and in my ability to get this shit done. It just means burning the candle at both ends until christmas. I will not be giving up caffeine anytime soon it seems.

Anyhoo, Giselle and I came to an artistic revelation about my music video today. The theme of it is it's just fucked up. and it is. and it will rock you like a motha-fuckin' hurricane.

Peace out mofos!

kiss bok biggrin

I got my head but my head is unraveling
cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart's no good
you're the only one that's understood

I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more I give to you the more I die

and I want you

you are the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug
the perfect drug

you make me hard when i'm all soft inside
I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood just wants to say hello to you
my fear is warm to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
how every little bit is left of me

take me with you
without you everything just falls apart
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
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theseadog:
Oh thank god! I was soooo worried you were gonna give up caffeine! Damn the medication! Caffeine is where its at!

Good tohear you're not givng up on schol/yourself. To be honest, I'm even happier about that than I am about the caffeine. Not to diminish from the caffeine, though. Just happy your gonna keep on keepin on.

ARRR!!! Hold Fast! ARRR!!!
Oct 25, 2004
zsanda:
Caffine definately a good thing, an insomniac like myself couldnt get through the day without it .......BOOOO TO DECAF THE CAFFINE SHAKES ARE WWHAT WE WANT!!!!!
Oct 25, 2004

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