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since I'm an unoriginal copycat... I'm stealing kelland's idea.

stuff that makes me happy

1- that crazy dead leaves smell... mmmmmm
2- watermelon scented ANYTHING. lip balm, deoderant, lotion, body spray... whatever, it doesn't matter.
3- crazy thunder storms
4- driving down an open highway with the windows down, singing at the top of my lungs
5- friends that save my ass
6- PEZ. I love PEZ
7- my guitar. Watson II - I *heart* you!
8- horror movies.
9- big huge fluffy warm blankets. mmmm.
10- my morning coffee.

things that make me cry

1- dishonesty. I hate that
2- watching my friends in pain. I hate that more.
3- subpoenas. 'nuff said.
4- everything I ever wrote for you.
5- not knowing. uncertainty really makes me doubt everything
6- ignorance & arrogance. boo-urns to that shit.
7- the prospect of dying alone, I think about it a lot.
8- the who's behind blue eyes.
9- the frustration in feeling helpless.
10- never being good enough.


yup. those are my lists.

Edited because I like my lists.

I fucked up my eyebrows.. like big time... i should just shave em off. BOOOOO. That's what I get for actually caring about my appearance today. Anyhoo... I'm going to work to get paid for doing my school work.

I'll probably update from there since it sucks and it makes me want to gouge out my eyeballs with an oyster fork (did you realize that is my most favourite thing to fantasize about doing when in a sucky situation... man I say that a lot).