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awwwwwwww fuck. It's gonna be a long night... I hope I have enough cigarettes....

My co-worker just called... she's not coming in... she got in a car accident
.. she's okay, but I think the car's totalled... and she sounded really shaken. The effect of this on me is twofold: 1- I only talked to her for a few seconds... and I'm not entirely sure that she's 100% ok... meaning I will worry as she is not only a co-worker, but a friend.. and 2- she was covering the late shift tonight... since I started at 4 and my other co-worker started at 11am... guess who gets to stay on? Moi. Of course I'm not mad at my co-worker at all... because you know... it's not her fault you know... but, I'm just so sick of this damn cubicle.

And...I'm in pain... I took lotsa tylenol... and it's starting to help... but... I need to be walking around or something..not sitting behind a desk. Either walking around or huddled somewhere in the fetal position...

Fuck this, I'm going for a smoke.

Ok..so I got food. Now I'm going for a smoke again. I'm effing tired. (Could I BE any whinier?!?! Sorry!)