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Oh man. Last night... was... fun. I think? As I feared, the turnout was relatively BAD. Even still we made a couple hundred bucks, and I got drunk and disorderly... so it's all good. I'm not really hungover today... just really tired. --Zarina-- sorry for just taking off like that... you know me when I'm drunk... stupid stupid stupid! But it turned out okay... and thanks so much for coming! We gotta hang out more.

So yeah. Too much beer + heather = wild and crazy party. Haha... or something. I don't really know.

In other news, I command everyong to go check out MINX... the new improved Scratching Post! This album's gonna be HUGE I think. So yeah, if you have a myspace account you should add them as a friend... they are trying really hard for World Domination. Plus, they're HOT! Oh and the music is good too. Um the song 'No One Leaves' gives me a girly boner. everyone should go listen to it right now.

I wish I didn't have to be sitting here at work... I wish that my mind wasn't focusing on certain things... I wish that I could justify the things I do, but I can't. Sometimes I think I do things to validate myself... for myself... but most of these things are self-destructive and only end up getting me hurt... but, I still do them... I'm super smart.

Completely Random Tangent: I love the feeling of waking up with someone's arms wrapped around me... all warm and fuzzy-like. Yup. I miss that.

Anyway, I'm going to stop here before I say too much.

And... people have great memories of me... (I posted this dumb thing on lj for people to post something they remember about me... I got some good responses... haha)

"Playing scrabble during the shoot and you putting the stickers on your face in the shape of a goatee and evil eyebrows. what a day. what a day."

"I remember us double fisting our drinks at one of the Playdium shows.. and you went to go ash your cigarette and completely missed the cup, heheh. Aww. "

"Hearing about the infamous "heather" whom I had never met, then meeting you for our video meeting. "

"getting fucked by old geezers together!" --sidenote: this ain't what it sounds like folks...

"two words:
glitter. sluts."



Haha aw, I feel so loved....there were more... but I don't feel like posting them all....