heathavoid

Today is a shitty, shitty day. I need a big long hug & a shoulder to cry on.



I'll have to settle for my bed... when I get home I'm going to hide in there until this goes away. I have far too much stuff to be doing, but I just can't.

From my LiveJournal: I'm having one of those days where I just want to hide under the covers and cry quietly to myself...Instead I have to put on a fake smile and be here... answering phones and trying to patiently explain why our train is a whole 10 hours late. People are screaming at me... and I'm just using my fake work voice, all pleasant and sickening...I have to keep breathing. I can get through this... but I'm just so sick of all the redundancy, all the mundane bullshit in my life.

I was going to go out tonight... but fuck that. I'm going to dye my hair... and hide in my bed....and watch movies possibly.

Booooo-urns to this.

Edit: After hours of hiding and watching SFU I feel a bit better. But I still need a hug. And some one to massage my temples.

Methinks I will attempt this crazy thing people talk about called... sleep?