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wow. just wow.

I'm down, I'm out... what should I care about?

there will be some serious drinking and numbing of pain tonight.

I am like... annoyed beyond belief right now.... sunburnt and annoyed. I of all people should know better... but whatver. I'm done. I'm going to shower off the dirtiness of the cne... take pictures of my sunburnt chest and then call the...
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Woohoo Star Trek: TNG uncut... for like 4 hours or something. That was my friday night all rolled up in a bag. Now CSI is on... this is my dream come true.

Also... new CDs I gotta review:

Lamb of God - Ashes of the Wake
helmet - Size Matters
Marylin Manson - Lest We Forget (is that what it's called?? Better get it right...
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has anyone else heard the atrocity that is the Marilyn Manson cover of Personal Jesus? It makes me want to vomit.

It's awful

In good music news, MINX added a new sound clip on their page... the song Come Undone much like the song No One Leaves gives me a girly boner. You should all go listen!

Hahahahahah... my friends are cool quote of the day: (about me): "...you shake yo' stuff like it ain't no thang..." courtesy of tim.

It's so funny because it's so not true!

I require entertainment.

or someone to do my laundry for me.


my father is watching George Dumbshit's speech....

I want to go out...but can't get a hold of anyone... maybe I'll go chill...
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Bah... so in my fit of rage yesterday I realized a lot things... I don't really have a lot to be angry about. Yet, I am still very angry .. mostly at myself I suppose.

Anyway... I don't want to bore you with details. I'm fine... I just a lot of things I need to work out with myself.

In other news... my friends are...
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I suppose I had something more interesting to say now... but I don't feel like it anymore.

Is any of this fucking worth the time? Fuck no. Someone should just put me out of my fucking misery. That. is. all.

dear brain,

why must you turn to mooooosh when I need you most?! Why? Why have you forsaken me again????

Brain-fry.

I feel a smidge worse than death.

I want my bed. And a big human teddy bear.

Instead I get..... THE CUBICLE OF BRAIN-FRY. Boo-diddly-urns.

X and O.

adieu.

awwwwwwww fuck. It's gonna be a long night... I hope I have enough cigarettes....

My co-worker just called... she's not coming in... she got in a car accident
.. she's okay, but I think the car's totalled... and she sounded really shaken. The effect of this on me is twofold: 1- I only talked to her for a few seconds... and I'm not entirely sure...
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It's not even 9am...why the shit am I awake.

Curse being a woman... causing me pain... so I can't sleep.

I am the biggest jerk ever. Hopefully Zarina and her roomate forgive me. Like I said... you get the best housewarming present ever. I don't know what it is yet... but it's gonna be GRAND. Oh and I can pay you back for the rope if you want. Since, it's kinda my fault that you had to buy it. (well not kinda...it IS my fault)....
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ugh... there are many holes in my memory of last night... holes I'm sure are better left unfilled.

Now instead of emo, I feel hungover. Hmmmmm, I post a lot about being hungover don't I? You must all think I'm a crazy alcoholic... I'm not I swear.

Anyway, lesson here is... computers + drinking = BAD. Stay away from your computer when you're drinking. Far...
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