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I gave up. There's no way I can salvage my grade with a final. There's so much I'm going to do differently next semester.

I love Amanda. I can't believe I get to experience New York with her. I just finished watching all the Sex and the City episodes this weekend, so I'm pretty confident I can blend in with Manolo wearing, Cosmo drinking, 30-somethings.

The thing I hate most about school is the uncertainty.

Just when you think you are doing great in your classes you finally realize... you weren't.

What do you think?

Nevermind

Today I visited the candle light vigil of some Dobson kids I did not know.

I dragged Nick with me.

He seemed unaffected by the fact that people that we love could die at any minute.

I think about it daily.

CH, EM, JR... I think about you all the time.

Today I am very sad about a decision that I made recently.

Sometimes I really hate myself, and I wish I could get back the time that I wasted on us.

I miss you every day, but I will continue to screen my phone calls and make lame excuses until I'm over you.

My friends are my therapy.

Spent Saturday night at home watching the first season of That 70's Show and drinking by myself. Very lame.

I'm going to see my movie today, even if I have to go alone.

I won't wait around forever for you.

I retired a very special piercing today. I'm sad.

On a positive note, tonight I get to be this hussy's date. We are going to get into so much trouble.

Yesterday morning on my way to work, I flirted with a guy stopped at a red light with me. I had intended to follow him when it turned green to see where he was going, but I failed to see I was in the left turn lane, and when the light changed, he left me behind.

Goodbye my future husband.

I hate how we are required to snap back into normal behaviour after a long weekend. We don't even get a chance to detoxify. It is as if some cruel force has universally decided that a 4 day break was long enough to restore my sanity before projects due in every class by Friday, and finals all next week.

My weekend consisted of watching some...
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Been laying horizontal all day. I have watched such cinematic masterpeices as Finding Nemo, Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, The Prince & Me, Ella Enchanted, and Freaky Friday.

I got out of bed only for beverage, potty break, and computer time. Trying to develope a system where I can urinate into an empty pepsi bottle. I'll have to call Bruce and get more details.

Shopping & Sushi.

It's going to be a long day.

Post-shopping update: I hate shopping. I hate spending $300 on clothes I can only wear for 3 months out of the year. I hate labels that say large when they really mean xx-small. I hate stupid malls and stupid people with their stupid kids running around wildly. I hate everybody who gets to hold hands...
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