heartofchaos

Alright so I love my job yet hate my life... how does one handle that? I moved 3 hours away from the closest person I have and yet I still can't get past the fact that I would love to marry an ex of mine. I guess I'm damaged goods in this world. I have no intentions of being close to anyone who can't make me feel so comfortable that I can tell them anything and there really hasnt been many who fit that profile. Guess I'll spend the rest of my life wishing for the things I can't have. Wouldn't that just be a perfect advertisement for someone who cruised through school and college cause they were smart enough to let things slide like that.