heartluna

Items of focus:
Finding a way to calm the voice inside my head screaming 'It's that time of year again, battle down it's about to get ugly.'
Remain positive about everything.
Forgive, forgive, forgive.
Drink less bourbon, drink more water.

For some reason the month of my birth has always been stressful. For as long as I can remember it has brought everything but good fortune. Previous years have seen constant anxiety attacks, rash decisions, the breaking of hearts and the questioning of my very existance.
This year I'm hoping I can change that.
So far... It's not looking too good. Positive, be positive.

Fuck it.