so, let us be honest here for a moment;
after watching a nice documentary on the cubbies, i got to relive those great moments in '03, which then reminded me that- it was during my oh so fantastic senior year.
and fucking hell - that was 3 years ago? i'm fucking 21? i'm actually old, and an adult now? i thought i was supposed to be...
i just feel like that old creepy guy that doesn't realize his age... well, not really - but more so - just out of place, i should be all knowing by know - but what the fuck do I know?
yea, exactly
but thinking back to high school, i've sort of wondered if any of it was at all important - did i spend 4 years doing anything? what did i do in probably the longest 4 years of my life that seems 20 years ago- but as fresh as if it was last summer... in 4 years - what the fuck did i do? 2 i spent in the bedroom of a girl - something that has been amiss since then - and the first 2 were spent in my room playing video games. but from then to now, what the hell is different? what is different now?
[let me pause here - excuse me, i've had the good part of a 6 pack, and have been writing all night, and there was more to say]
now - for that fact- should we not be a different person, someone more mature, more worldly
truth is - we are the same people we were 3 years ago - just with a bigger ego, we want to believe that we changed - but have we really? are we any different?
a little - we are surely not that little kid with those little problems. drama shouldn't really effect us anymore - we've been there and dealt with it (although there are those high 'drama' people)
in other words - fuck it
after watching a nice documentary on the cubbies, i got to relive those great moments in '03, which then reminded me that- it was during my oh so fantastic senior year.
and fucking hell - that was 3 years ago? i'm fucking 21? i'm actually old, and an adult now? i thought i was supposed to be...
i just feel like that old creepy guy that doesn't realize his age... well, not really - but more so - just out of place, i should be all knowing by know - but what the fuck do I know?
yea, exactly
but thinking back to high school, i've sort of wondered if any of it was at all important - did i spend 4 years doing anything? what did i do in probably the longest 4 years of my life that seems 20 years ago- but as fresh as if it was last summer... in 4 years - what the fuck did i do? 2 i spent in the bedroom of a girl - something that has been amiss since then - and the first 2 were spent in my room playing video games. but from then to now, what the hell is different? what is different now?
[let me pause here - excuse me, i've had the good part of a 6 pack, and have been writing all night, and there was more to say]
now - for that fact- should we not be a different person, someone more mature, more worldly
truth is - we are the same people we were 3 years ago - just with a bigger ego, we want to believe that we changed - but have we really? are we any different?
a little - we are surely not that little kid with those little problems. drama shouldn't really effect us anymore - we've been there and dealt with it (although there are those high 'drama' people)
in other words - fuck it