The most random thing ever happened today. The cute gay boy I've been taking the bus with for the past few years actually talked to me. Damn nice guy and only 3 years older. It's about freaking time... I need to get over this crippling fear of talking to random people I might actually like. Now if I can just strike up a conversation with the girl with the dreds who works at Second Cup and also takes said bus... because damn I'm crushing.