Monday Oct 18, 2004

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yeah i dunno. im a yoyo at the moment. was happy till someone opened my eyes to how fucking sad this world is. i hope i get over it. how can you love someone and hate the way they make you feel.
minibeanie:
Because we love them....plain and simple.....Love is a powerfull thing, even if its not the right thing for us......I feel ya man.....I love so much right now my heart aches cause I cant be with her right now......Ah shit....I just made myself sad.....More Happy Pills, STAT....cheer up man..... kiss

Thursday Oct 07, 2004

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another bad day today. up and down. was manic earlier and did some crazy stuff, then i went back down and crashed. i hate this shit. i dunno what to do. the only person who understands doesnt care anymore. i dunno whatever fuck it
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melanie_jade:
Sorry to here babe. My belief... know it may not do any good. Whether bad or good, things happen for a reason. Had enough bad things happen in my life but they have turned out not so bad in the end.

Oh yeah....saw you in the tatt magazine whilst i was hanging out at my tattooists place. He is in it too. I was stoked. Good thoughts go out to you babe. mmeeEEOOoowww smile miao!!
minibeanie:
Cheer up.....we cant both be basket cases.....I already had dibs... kiss

Wednesday Sep 29, 2004

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i have this feeling at the moment that i'm too epathetic. I'm spending alot of time with this person that i consider special to me and I follow her ups and downs. She doesnt seem to deliberately upset me when she's depressed but she seems to manage to bring me down with her. However she yelled at me last night for 'bieng so fucking happy'...
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rubyred:
you need to move on and be yay all by yourself. if youre not yay on your own how you can you be yay with another person.....................
hc3305:
not to say im not happy with myself I'm just lonely with out her. and because i care so much i take her ups and downs as well

Tuesday Sep 21, 2004

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why are girls so dumb? why can a guy be totally nice to a girl and she doesnt seem to notice. why do some girls totally discard a nice guy. i am a nice guy I try to look out for a girl when im with them, care for them be there and all i ever get is fucked over. over and over again. and...
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minibeanie:
Because we are bitches....but honestly, sometimes we dont even know it.....Sorry.... kiss

Friday Sep 17, 2004

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havent been on for a while sorry. tired bored and hungry. Been really emo lately. sucks ass. oh well cya round
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hc3305:
some of us work on weekends
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minibeanie:
Me Emo too.....I think we need a drink..... kiss

Monday Sep 06, 2004

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another week gone. i feel sooo sick today ate bad food on saturday and ive been sick for 2 days wasnt so bad til last night now i just ache all over. meeting a girl who might like to share my aprtment with me. that would be financially benificial. spent some of yesterday with my daughter for fathers day. was nice. ewww i feel crap...
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melanie_jade:
Are you gonna come to the hookup? All us lovely people are going to be there!!!
hc3305:
havent been on for a while sorry. tired bored and hungry. Been really emo lately. sucks ass. oh well cya round

Wednesday Aug 25, 2004

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hey kids. got my shoulders tattooed this afternoon. fucking killed.
melanie_jade:
Even though it fucking killed, least you know it was worth it. Damn cool babe!

Monday Aug 23, 2004

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went and watched farenheiht 9 11 tonight. all about gold glass. had a whole cinema to myself. it rocked. other than that enjoyed my day it was sunny. went and got a massage and ate out for lunch and dinner caught a movie obviously and generally chilled. I've been very chilled for a few days which is good obviously my new pills r working wink wahoo....
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melanie_jade:
Hell sleepy. makes me want to get to bed right now. Actually have felt like that for the past month. Have a great week babe. smile

Sunday Aug 15, 2004

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yet another week gone. joy for that. worked all weekend just came home from work then. going to a trade seminar thing tomorrow all about alcohol. which is allways funn. so yeah should be great had to cancel my tattoo appointment on thurs frown work stuff came up. h8 that. well cya soon kids
melanie_jade:
what are you meant to be getting done? Going in for a session tomorrow. Can not wait!
hc3305:
was meant ot be getting a dagger across my shoulders thru my neck
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