i have this feeling at the moment that i'm too epathetic. I'm spending alot of time with this person that i consider special to me and I follow her ups and downs. She doesnt seem to deliberately upset me when she's depressed but she seems to manage to bring me down with her. However she yelled at me last night for 'bieng so fucking happy' thats no good I guess. I feel like shit when I'm alone it sucks. for someone who is such a loner haha, i cope so well with bieng alone untill i care about someone then i want to be around them lots. i dunno maybe its my fault. i'm quiet depressing today. haha
rubyred:
you need to move on and be yay all by yourself. if youre not yay on your own how you can you be yay with another person.....................
hc3305:
not to say im not happy with myself I'm just lonely with out her. and because i care so much i take her ups and downs as well