Man the islands were sure fun!!!!!! That's just a cell phone shot from my pool! I'll make sure to post some holiday images once I get them uploaded!
The trip was wonderful! I can't believe I was there for almost half a month! In good news I dropped ten pounds! I worked out every single day I was there (minus New Years Day because lets face it.. that was a hangover day!) But heres a cell phone shot of my body and you can see some tone around my shoulders!
I plan to make my goal weight by summer! I really enjoyed working out and eating better. I swear to the gods if I never drank like I did on the beach almost every day I would of seen more results!
A really freaky thing happened to me on holidays. So I've been writing a Script for a Horror Film were going to be doing here in the late spring/summer.
I've been researching Demon's to get it as real as can be. So one night I had a nightmare so bad I am really sure it was real.
I was woken up in my room by a girl on my bed. She was shaking my shoulder to wake me up. So I thought it was my sister in law Cari. I said Carie are you okay? I just see long dark hair in the moonlight but no face. Then all of a sudden the figure attacked me. She was pinning me down and clawing my arms.
I could not hear or see her face only flashes of light. It was like lighting was strobing her claws at my arms. No matter how hard I fought she would not let up.
I remembered reading in my Wicca books that if your confronted by spirits you let them know they have no hold on you and that you are stronger. You say to them three times "You have no hold over me, let it be and move on" after I did that the flash stopped and I woke up sweating.
I run into the bathroom and sure enough my arms are scratched up and I have bruises everywhere now. I go back to sleep and a hour later my husband walks into the room after a shower. He looked sick. I said to him are you okay? You dont look so good!
He tells me he had a nightmare so bad that he feels sick. I asked him what his nightmare was about and he said a woman with long black hair was attacking me in our bed here and he could not get her off me. He could see me screaming but nothing was coming out of my mouth but flashes of light.
I instantly threw up. I told him I had the same dream and look at my arms/legs. He asked me to stop my writing and I told him I will not.
Nothing can have a hold over me. I am too strong for that.
Freaky hey? But she did help me with what I want to go for as to the look of demons in this story. I did research and there is a Hantu Demon who lives on the Islands of Hawaii. When I researched stories of attacks over there. Everyone described what I saw.
She is a demon of light.
Now that I am home I am defiantly going to do a crystal heal and cleanse.
xxx
Hazzard
