Things have been really tough.....
I have been having family problems and I just don't know what to do anymore. I got married last month in Maui and my Mom made such a big deal about how horrible it was and that people had to sit there for 40 minutes while we got our wedding photos done and then went off about the food. We did a fondue for our dinner and she freaked out that she had to cook her own meal. What the fuck do you think Fondue was?
So after a solid week of listening her bitch non stop about how horrible my day was I lost it. I told her off. I said listen you miserable bitch. That was MY day and your not going to take it away from me. I had a beautiful wedding. I spent it on a beach with 19 friends and family members and I am sorry you all had to sit on a air conditioned bus with snacks and champagne for 40 minutes while we got sunset photos but that was the plan all along.
Since then I have barely spoke to my mother. My family has asked me to pay them $12,000.00 to cover the cost of my wedding. I have cried more times then I can shake a fist at. If I would of known that I had to pay for everything I would of eloped just me and Doug.
Since then I have barely spoken to my Mother. My sister has sided with her after everything and refuses to back me up. Saying I should apologize. I am sorry but that was MY day and I refuse. If anything I deserve and I am sorry... your right your day was beautiful.
Last weekend was my Dad's 60th Birthday. No one asked me if I wanted to help with the surprise party. What hurt even more was I was the last person to find out about it. I heard about it the week before. I felt like it was a pitty invite.
We get there and never ate because my sis told us she was cooking up a storm. We had a concert I had to work so I had to work at 10pm. They waited until after we left to serve the food.
I just don't understand the hatred I get. Just because I dont have a BA or Doctor in my name it seems that they can't be happy for me. I am constantly ridiculed with rolling eyes and sneers every time I talk about the sets I've been working on and how much I love my art.
I just hope and pray that one day they can accept who I truly am and that I am not that girl next door they want me to be. I am sick and tired of being a black sheep in a family and that only a select few cousins really understand that is who I am.
Days like this I wish I had my Grandmother here. She always believed in me and was the first women who loved and saw my art. She was the reason I could afford my first digital SLR and I thank her every day for that.
Hazzard
On a good note... Ive ordered some new shirts. I really love how they turned out and I cant wait to pick them up from the printer.
I have been having family problems and I just don't know what to do anymore. I got married last month in Maui and my Mom made such a big deal about how horrible it was and that people had to sit there for 40 minutes while we got our wedding photos done and then went off about the food. We did a fondue for our dinner and she freaked out that she had to cook her own meal. What the fuck do you think Fondue was?
So after a solid week of listening her bitch non stop about how horrible my day was I lost it. I told her off. I said listen you miserable bitch. That was MY day and your not going to take it away from me. I had a beautiful wedding. I spent it on a beach with 19 friends and family members and I am sorry you all had to sit on a air conditioned bus with snacks and champagne for 40 minutes while we got sunset photos but that was the plan all along.
Since then I have barely spoke to my mother. My family has asked me to pay them $12,000.00 to cover the cost of my wedding. I have cried more times then I can shake a fist at. If I would of known that I had to pay for everything I would of eloped just me and Doug.
Since then I have barely spoken to my Mother. My sister has sided with her after everything and refuses to back me up. Saying I should apologize. I am sorry but that was MY day and I refuse. If anything I deserve and I am sorry... your right your day was beautiful.
Last weekend was my Dad's 60th Birthday. No one asked me if I wanted to help with the surprise party. What hurt even more was I was the last person to find out about it. I heard about it the week before. I felt like it was a pitty invite.
We get there and never ate because my sis told us she was cooking up a storm. We had a concert I had to work so I had to work at 10pm. They waited until after we left to serve the food.
I just don't understand the hatred I get. Just because I dont have a BA or Doctor in my name it seems that they can't be happy for me. I am constantly ridiculed with rolling eyes and sneers every time I talk about the sets I've been working on and how much I love my art.
I just hope and pray that one day they can accept who I truly am and that I am not that girl next door they want me to be. I am sick and tired of being a black sheep in a family and that only a select few cousins really understand that is who I am.
Days like this I wish I had my Grandmother here. She always believed in me and was the first women who loved and saw my art. She was the reason I could afford my first digital SLR and I thank her every day for that.
Hazzard
On a good note... Ive ordered some new shirts. I really love how they turned out and I cant wait to pick them up from the printer.
mutantbaby1:
How could you not know what fondue is? 
Hope things get better for you and your family.
Hope things get better for you and your family.
mkayal:
I would not talk to my family and not give them a cent. If they didn't want to pay for a vacation, let alone a wedding trip, they should have never gone. I hope things get better.