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Saturday Sep 08, 2012

Sep 8, 2012
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Well I got to see the Medium John Edward today.

He is a master at his craft. He talked to the audience about people who have crossed over and where there to talk to us. I shed a few tears at how this created closure for some families who lost beautiful children way too young.

I've had many traumatic losses of life in my time and as I sat there I was praying to the gods that someone would come to me. I lost one of my best friends when I was 17. Trev was 16 at the time he died in a horrific car accident with a handful of friends. My best friend Missy's brother also died in that car crash and today Trevor came to the medium.

This is the second time Trevor has talked to a medium for me. The first time was when I was 20. I was at a psychic reading party and the lady said to me "I don't want to freak you out but there is someone in the room right now who is talking to me and he wants to talk to you too".

I was jaw dropped. I said oh okay? totally skeptical. She said Trevor is here right now and he is telling me you need to let go. He is okay on the other side and happy. He wants you to know that he is always going to be there for you and watch over your shoulder. He has been with you many times and he see's how sad you are.

It was true. I am even crying right now as I write this. Trev got in a car accident while I was backpacking through the UK/France. My mom called all my friends and said do not tell her about this accident because it is going to crush her. The last day I was in Paris and I called my friend and she broke down and told me the news. I threw up. Trev was on life support in a hospital and I could not be there for him or his family.

When I landed in Calgary my folks were waiting in the terminal for me. I instantly bursted into tears and said we need to go to the hospital RIGHT NOW Trev needs me. My mom started to cry and that his brother called right before they left to get me and that Trevor passed. My mom said he held on so I could be at his funeral.

I struggled with his loss. I could not even go to the grave side because I was so shaken up. My best friend was gone. He was such a great caring guy and the only guy my parents ever let me have in my bedroom to work on our school projects. For years I cried. I still cry when I think about him. He was gone way too soon. I am so glad to know that even though he has crossed over that he still thinks about me.

There were a couple families who lost children and watching the pain and sorrow followed by tears of joy that a medium brought them was heart felt.

Life is too short. Always live each day as if it was your last. Know that "Til We Die" you need to make the best of it. Live life to the fullest and cherish the people you love.

RIP kissskull
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
littlejohn22:
tears... I am glad to hear he is watching over you
Sep 8, 2012
lunar:
This is amazing. I'm glad he came to you. Your post made me cry xxxxxxxx thank you for sharing
Sep 9, 2012

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