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hmmm watching tv... there's alot of stupid things on TV. I mean aside from "american idol" "married by america" hell any "reality tv show" at all is just absolute crap. there's good things on tv too but looks like I'm in a semi negative mood. I was talking to some Sg models earlier. which made me happy... really! it's so neat that we ("the subscribers")...
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newwavesoldier:
Hrmm...stupid things...

When you hold the door open for someone and they don't say "thank you".

People who ask for your opinion on something but don't listen to you when they give it.

People who try to blame their mistakes on other people.

When people ask for a Nacho Bell Grande at Taco Bell without the Nachos...

When people insist that they are right, and when they find out they are wrong pretend like the were right to begin with.
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I got my studded vegan belt yesterday. it's NEAT.

from studsandspikes.com it's neat. no free sticker. but that's okay. I also got some studs to put on my messenger bag... look out film class I'm TRYING to look hardcore wink lol no but I like the belt it's cool... it's not leather... which becomes a little more flexible over time... this belt is like I dunno...
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ramona:
ramona is actually very busy and is not able to spend many hours online most of the time. ramona sometimes needs a few days to get around to responding to email. however, ramona is usually very good about eventually responding.

thank you. come again.
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frown

my birthday.


in less than one week.


I don't feel like anyone cares.
Not even my own parents.

maybe not even me.

20
it's just another age between 18 and 21.

not a big deal... no one will take me anymore seriously than they did the day before.

I won't gain some kind of respect for no longer being a teenager. I won't get to...
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morgan:
I was drawing comparisons. racism = sexism.
lenore:
Dude...life is shit and then you die. You can't kill yourself (trust me I've tried, and it's not cool) so just stop whining and try to laugh about the shit that bothers you. That's all you can do really. When you're constantly moping and doing the whole frown thing all the time, then people will not want to be around you. As much as they DO care about you, hanging around someone like that all the time affects their quality of life. Maybe I'm just talking completely out of my ass, with all this...if I am, then...umm...I was kidding about everything. confused
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love Vice city is a very fun game. it's good for taking out frustration. and releasing stress. I would however not recomend it for anyone under 17. kids might get the wrong idea.... anyhow...

that's really it... I need to get up early so I can make it to my film class... ugh.... snore fest. robot
kiscica:
video games are always the bestestestest way to relieve stress. i tend to prefer old school nintendo styles, however. mmmm tetris...

ya know what? i actually hate hockey...so i can't say i have a favourite team. i know, i know, a canadian who doesn't like hockey seems virtually unheard of. *hangs head in shame*

xoxoxoxo
melissa2:
I am a nerd cuz I love the soundtrack from Vice City........

confused
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that last entry was pretty pitiful... in that I mean I think maybe it made people feel like I wanted them to pity me... (pity party) I don't want any of them ... I don't want any drama either. DRAMA sucks. I don't like it at all.

hmm I think I'm going to take a better user picture maybe something animated? cause that'd be rockin...
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twwly:
fork lifts sound like fun!
smile
twwly:
mister, i'm all over BME. i used to work with IWasCured, and i've been to ModCon. I'm on the trading cards, and have been on a bunch of covers, too!

smile
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mad mad mad mad

I just made this super big entry about how nikki blew me off... again 3rd strike she's out... she tells me she wants to be friends blah blah blah... but she dosen't treat me like ANY of her other friends... and by that I mean not at all even treats me like a friend more like a strange kid.

so I'm kinda pissed off at...
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edea:
what a sad journal entry

things will get better for you!!! promice!!!biggrin
morgan:
though i'm actually not redhead anymore, i'm pink head, and after that i'll be a blonde.
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it might bother me and it might not.

I'm supposed to call nikki in about an hour ... see if she still wants to go bowling ... or at least hang out I don't care I just wanna talk with her she's so cool... as cool as 98% of the SG models.
synnove:
and the other 2% of the sg's are UBER cool right? wink
morgan:
super uber cool, even.
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I'm back from work... don't really have anything on my mind... er well I do...

but mostly it's about how I should just give up. I mean on the girls I'm attracted to. Aure will never have interest in me ... around nikki I feel so young and stupid. I talked to her today ... asked "why don't we hang out anymore. she told me...
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hazie:
you can tell I'm hardcore because I leave comments in my own journal...

hell yes motha fucka!

hee heee :-D sleepy time.
ramona:
if suicide girls could have favorite members listed, i'd list you. fo sho. you know why? cause you actually said the phrase, "wicked cool," which is something that i say ALL the time.

and you can go as fast (or slow) as you want...

xo ramona

ps where's arcadia?
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eeek I feel dizzy and I have to go back to work now. frown
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whatever

I got to class today... and as per usual there was no parking so I left... I suppose it's my fault for leaving late. but still it's just dumb they just sell parking permits to everyone.... I mean they don't even keep track of how many spaces there are or anything... I could see overselling the permits by like maybe 60 or so maybe even...
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hazie:
hey guess what! I got all inspired and put a bunch of SG.com links on my other journal site. neat huh? yea you should totally go check it out! they're in a rotation so you won't see em all at once or anything I put my favorites up (all the ones of Dia! I miss her very much she was so much the awesomest) anyhow here's a link:

<a href="http://www.melodramatic.com/elite/maladroitdork">www.melodramatic.com/elite/maladroitdork</a>
fil:
That parking sitiation is pretty much the same at De Anza College, where I go. It really sucks, they've even started a shuttle service to trolly people in from surrounding areas.

I play guitar, some recorder, some irish whistle (I know those last two are lame), a little bit of Berimbau (brazilian instrument), and some uke and drums. Music is fun, I wish I dedicated more time to it - I was once a fanatic, but with full time work and full time school, I don't have much time. I need to practice more ::sigh::

I know how you feel though. It's intimidating. Maybe that's why I haven't joined a band yet - not to mention the crippling competition there is when it comes to playing guitar (Who doesn't?!). But being in a band is probably the best way to learn, I think. Keep it up.