hazie

called her up at work today.

I was afraid.

greeted by heather I believe... what a cute girl.

the first time I've ever been treated nicely on that phone.... no attitude only a sweet voice.

the voice told me she would get HER, and asked who it was.

I told her.

held for a bit.

then there she was.

"what happened last night?"
-I got...
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I asked her to shoot pool at the golden cue.


24 hour pool.

she wanted to go. I wanted her to go I wanted to spend just some time with her having fun hitting on her all night... leading up to me telling her: "Nikki, I love you."


how naive.

I even washed my hair twice just so when she ran her fingers through it...
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warning you now this is a long one:
I do not get nikki. at all. our relationship is fixed. things are better. I don't know why I like her soo much. can you tell me why? I got to hang out at this local bar (however I don't think I'll be let back till march..) anyhow it's nikki's favorite place to play pool for some...
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I'm tired of the stupid people. can't we just take them out in the street and put them out of my misery?




also:

I watched that cops mardi gras thing... isn't it kind of IRONIC... getting arrested for "disturbing the peace" during mardi gras in new orleans. ... how can they really justify the current situation peaceful... it should be more like "disturbing the mildly...
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nothing going on ,,, just boredom I should probably rest right now so I can do something later and not need much sleep tonight ...
to bad it's not that easy.

in home depot news ... Nikki gave me the WEIRDEST look today... she was like um following me with her eyes... well actually she was just kind of watching me... I dunno. I wish...
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I think I scared Clara.




I feel creepy. ::why amd I always so creepy::


-=beats self up=-

I dyed my hair black nobody noticed, gee thanks guys.

I got to talk to nikki today..

yea wow? huh I can't believe it
but I'm so happy that I got to.

I told her about how I got her number explained that the STORY she got told was not the truth. told her how I just wanted her to know the truth. she's looking REALLY sick I feel so bad. I want to make...
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just tired of the old entry... I don't even know why I'm here right now. assosciating with girls I would never have a chance with in real life, let alone "online"

online relationships are lame.



I'm not loving life at this moment... really much more quite the opposite.

I've been playing bloodrayne for the past few days and let me tell you! that is one hot chick!

in the game I mean "Rayne" she is fuckin WOWeee!

red head ... fair skin (minus being a half vampire) that's definately the kind of girl I want to end up with. y'know? mysterious but not at the same time.

anyhow it is a kick ass...
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