I got to talk to nikki today..
yea wow? huh I can't believe it
but I'm so happy that I got to.
I told her about how I got her number explained that the STORY she got told was not the truth. told her how I just wanted her to know the truth. she's looking REALLY sick I feel so bad. I want to make it better for her, I want to hug her and say what I feel but I can't and I won't again I have to keep it to myself no one can know how I really feel about her no one.
she listened to me and apologized for being a bitch to me and that she's sorry for treating me like shit as she has been. I said "yea oh well it's over now and in the past"
yea I have trust issues with all women... all girls.... there are so many upsetting things with her and my situation...
I remember how I was trying to tell her I like her... I mean REALLY like her. alot. and when I told her I was telling her about how I've confessed to girls I like them before and the same thing usually happens... things get weird.... and then I lose a friend.... well she told me "I'm not like other girls, how do you know that'll happen with me" ... well it did happen.
now things are better.. I'm still not too pleased with life right now.
I have to register for my summer session tomorrow morning... I'm going to be taking 3 classes. Geography (it's a physical science some how), History (united states after 1776 or something) and Philo 26... a critical thinking class. that's going to be from 8:30-5:30 EVERY day except friday saturday and sunday. what a load huh? on the brighter side it's going to be done in about HALF the time it takes to do it normally which is something I am very pleased about I can handle alot of work just don't stretch it out give it to me and let me do it and get it done.. yea..
ahh who cares here anyways.
I feel alot less stressed having nikki back as a friend... or I hope we can be friends... it felt good... she gave me a hug. no one ever hugs me like her no one ever makes me feel as good as she does. I wish I could show her this site.
she would fit in with the rest of the suicide girls models so well.
well I have some movies with commentary to watch....
weee.
yea wow? huh I can't believe it
but I'm so happy that I got to.
I told her about how I got her number explained that the STORY she got told was not the truth. told her how I just wanted her to know the truth. she's looking REALLY sick I feel so bad. I want to make it better for her, I want to hug her and say what I feel but I can't and I won't again I have to keep it to myself no one can know how I really feel about her no one.
she listened to me and apologized for being a bitch to me and that she's sorry for treating me like shit as she has been. I said "yea oh well it's over now and in the past"
yea I have trust issues with all women... all girls.... there are so many upsetting things with her and my situation...
I remember how I was trying to tell her I like her... I mean REALLY like her. alot. and when I told her I was telling her about how I've confessed to girls I like them before and the same thing usually happens... things get weird.... and then I lose a friend.... well she told me "I'm not like other girls, how do you know that'll happen with me" ... well it did happen.
now things are better.. I'm still not too pleased with life right now.
I have to register for my summer session tomorrow morning... I'm going to be taking 3 classes. Geography (it's a physical science some how), History (united states after 1776 or something) and Philo 26... a critical thinking class. that's going to be from 8:30-5:30 EVERY day except friday saturday and sunday. what a load huh? on the brighter side it's going to be done in about HALF the time it takes to do it normally which is something I am very pleased about I can handle alot of work just don't stretch it out give it to me and let me do it and get it done.. yea..
ahh who cares here anyways.
I feel alot less stressed having nikki back as a friend... or I hope we can be friends... it felt good... she gave me a hug. no one ever hugs me like her no one ever makes me feel as good as she does. I wish I could show her this site.
she would fit in with the rest of the suicide girls models so well.
well I have some movies with commentary to watch....
weee.
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haven't had the pleasure.