hazie

I did something tonight that I have never done before... I may never do again... not cause I didn't like it but because I know it's not good for me. maybe only if I become really stressed out it did help me relieve stress...

still all I could think about was nikki.... does this mean I love her?


I mean I know in my heart I do. I know in my heart I'd like nothing more than to be with her, to cuddle with her, kiss her lips.... tell her everynight how amazing she is to me.. I should write it down I should write down what I have to say to her ...like she said I should do when I couldn't get the words the other day... I think I will do that now.