hazie

I'm back from work... don't really have anything on my mind... er well I do...

but mostly it's about how I should just give up. I mean on the girls I'm attracted to. Aure will never have interest in me ... around nikki I feel so young and stupid. I talked to her today ... asked "why don't we hang out anymore. she told me she's been tired and we don't really have anything to do .... I apologized for being too young to go to bars with her ... yea so what if that was stupid... anyhow she was like "well think of something we could do" something I'm really not good at... thinking of things to do ESPECIALLY when I'm bored... and/or nervous,

I kind of lost my train of thought right now I went to my other journal and yea...

basically I decided I should ask nikki if she wants to go bowling ...it's a good thing to do for friends right?


so here's my "question of the day"

Q: What are good things to do for friends that are of the opposite sex?

I would say take her to a movie but then I don't want her to get the wrong Idea... I mean I am interested in her but I don't want to let on that I do (yes it's been obvious and I'm trying to move on but still be friends) so the question is what is good for us to just hang out and chill on... other than the bar scene since I'm under 21. (no she's not) but I'm looking for something her and I can both do that isn't too childish for her and that I can actually do as friends.