hazie

yesterday I found out ... or well I hung out with someone for the first time. she's excellent. cute great... used to be here too. she seems like everything a guy could want in a girl.... I like her. as a friend. and I'm sure given the chance I would like her if we were closer too.

anyhow that's not the point.. well it is... the point is I care about her.

she told me about something... she's been doing... something bad, dangerous... harmful involving substances.. bad substances... I'm not talking cigarettes or weed... worse things. much worse...

I want to tell her to stop I wish I could give her some valid reason to stop... other than "not only is it hurting you but it's hurting me as well" she's such a great girl. such a beautiful person, inside and out.... she's great really...

maybe a few of you know who and what I'm talking about.

I don't know what to say what to do ... but I am being honest when i say I love her and only want to see good things for her. all this wishing... it does nothing... she can't even read this... and didn't believe me when I told her.

she is the cutest girl I've ever met though... and I'm not talking about physically... well I am but not just physically.