hazie

hmmm this weekend .. has not been going so swell.


I found out my ex girlfriend... the one that was supposedly REALLY in love with me and all... was telling some other jerk of a guy that she gave him her heart... and all this nonsense. we had a huge fight last night... words were thrown around... something that really hurt me was that... she said I never appreciated her.

I appreciated her more than she'll ever know.

being single... living a single life is just not my idea of happiness... I almost want to say that it's better I was in a guilted and bad relationship than none at all... but I know that is not true... yet still... ... still.



also came close to dieing probably tonight... maybe that wouldn't have been such a bad thing.... well long story short.... my drivetrain (shaft) broke on my car... ... JUST before I was to get on the freeway (and oddly enough just after watching 2 fast 2 furious),

yea so if that had broken off/loos on the free way it probably could have REALLY easily ripped my whole rear diffrential out (IE: no rear wheels) no power.. no way to stop no way to go also cause other cars behind me to go nuts... even worse.... so I guess I am kind of lucky... also lucky that it wasn't the transmission cause then I REALLY would have been goat fucked.



tonight I came off ... so emo..... it's bothering me a little.


goodnight.