hazelscum134

Once again another group of three is taken, or they just left. I've had more friends die in my life than I am years old, who the fuck? Recieved a call this morning(9 or so), from aman I've never talked to before. His voice sounded cold and stern, but yet there was something about him I couldn't place. Apalogizing for waking me, he proceeds to introduce himself. It's hit's me once he says who's father he is, or was. It was sidney's dad, he called me to tell me that sid was gone. He died last night of a heart attack. Fuck, sid was like 23 days older than me, he lived in the Hazelscum Aptments in te unit bellow me. So we became pretty close friends. He is a dope friend, always there to kick it, never wanting to sit still, telling stories all the time, like the time he broke his back jumpin off the 2nd or third floor balcony runnin' from the cops and still ran across town, to just being rockstars chasing girls and the dragon, never one to say i can't, I never new anyone that would party as much as we do and in the morning hope up and go running for 2 hours. What the fuck? So like all of us he had his vices. 8 months ago Sid died the first and second times, he got some shit and it kicked his ass, But he pulled out of it with some fucked up head shit goin' on, he did't remember anything, hd no short term, and barely any longterm left, but still remebered he loved to party!! We tried to beat into his head that his mother has had enough chill out, you've lived through a bunch of shit you shouldn't of, he look at you crazy like he hadn't seen you forever and ask you when you showed up. It was sureal, enough to scare the shit outta me. Moderatoin you fuck, if you can't handle them don't do them. if you die get back on? No you dumb fucks, quit! count your blessing or lucky stars and movethe fuck on. Anyways sid, your smiles and carefree life will be greatly missed!! And to the others fuck off and be free, thats what you wanted right? -nate