So yeah, back to the testing life for me... This job is like being in JR high again, except this time I'm sober. I started working for another testing company that tests PC based software, not a bad hit. THey give us free food drinks and I can surf the net allday, and "work" at the sametime. Nice huh. So the new house is cool still. Living with the girl is workin' out so far. well atleast the first whole week has worked. Dumbass. ST. Helens blew up again, or tired to atleast. No ash, no ass. So shut the fuck up. I think this temporay work is starting to get to me, it's like the last day of highschool everytime a contract ends. I get that feeling of what the fuck am I gonna do now, what next, which way should i go now?
I've been drawing alot while Lori watches her tv shows, I've been trying to work drawin/painting pinstripes, thinking that it would be pretty cool do get good at them, maybe start painting bikes n shit for kids around town or something. I'm starting to figure out that when I'm painting or using my imagination more often, it makes me hate the world alittle less, it helps me except people for being retarded, stupid, ugly, dumb, to smart for their own good. As Grouch says"Fuck the Dumb!".
So the wheathers fuck, oneday it's 60ish and sunny and the next it's trying to rain and in the 40's. I do hope that California is enjoying Washingtons wheather though. Have a little depression, insted of putting the pink shirt on today, where all black use the white cover up, black nail polish, show your true self. Good thing the tanning booths are still open, keep your fake color. I bet if you went to the plastic surheon today he could nipandtuck you into a better life.
Well, I'n not really sure where that came from but, wah-la. another bordom inspired rant from the seat of my pants. Lori and I are going to a show in ballard on friday, finally a sucsees story from evergreen, besides the simpsons, kramer, and a shitload of dropouts. a friend of my girlfriend, has a band that actually has made it out of the stale beer soaked basements of olympia, onto videogame soundtracks and smoke filled bars up and down the west coast. Lila is the name of the band, nice pop/rockish sound, I just remembered that one of his bands played a few songs @ a party of mine in olympia in a smelly smokey ass basement.
I've made like three bucks while writing this journal entry. nice. I like the fact I've been getting payed to pay video games, or test websites that teach jr highers about the history of our country and how to do the thing our teachers are susposed to teach them. Another brick in the wall of being lazy that surounds our four fathers, building a wall that hides all the true reasons we are invinsible, the true reasons of why we need a education, so we can get older become teachers then create a program that makes our (your)children lazier than they already are. I guess if they did it right they could brain wash the kids with that kinda of technology, give them the drive to be more powerful than the previous grenerations that have sat on the couch and done nothing but complain and place blame for the fuckedness of our countrys government. Hipocrict(sp?) Well this has been a thought out of my uneducated lazy brainwashed reallity. Live your own dreams and take the world over without listening to anything that you don't want to. Like me don't listen it will just get you somewhere that you probably do want to be.
So grab your gun your favorite bottle of booze a handful of the finest pharmies and blow your fears goodbye. Go out and bye those tight ass pants your friends tell you are gay, buy that new sports car, get a boob job, kill yourself. DO what you want, just don't tell me what to do.
One more thing. Blow me...
I've been drawing alot while Lori watches her tv shows, I've been trying to work drawin/painting pinstripes, thinking that it would be pretty cool do get good at them, maybe start painting bikes n shit for kids around town or something. I'm starting to figure out that when I'm painting or using my imagination more often, it makes me hate the world alittle less, it helps me except people for being retarded, stupid, ugly, dumb, to smart for their own good. As Grouch says"Fuck the Dumb!".
So the wheathers fuck, oneday it's 60ish and sunny and the next it's trying to rain and in the 40's. I do hope that California is enjoying Washingtons wheather though. Have a little depression, insted of putting the pink shirt on today, where all black use the white cover up, black nail polish, show your true self. Good thing the tanning booths are still open, keep your fake color. I bet if you went to the plastic surheon today he could nipandtuck you into a better life.
Well, I'n not really sure where that came from but, wah-la. another bordom inspired rant from the seat of my pants. Lori and I are going to a show in ballard on friday, finally a sucsees story from evergreen, besides the simpsons, kramer, and a shitload of dropouts. a friend of my girlfriend, has a band that actually has made it out of the stale beer soaked basements of olympia, onto videogame soundtracks and smoke filled bars up and down the west coast. Lila is the name of the band, nice pop/rockish sound, I just remembered that one of his bands played a few songs @ a party of mine in olympia in a smelly smokey ass basement.
I've made like three bucks while writing this journal entry. nice. I like the fact I've been getting payed to pay video games, or test websites that teach jr highers about the history of our country and how to do the thing our teachers are susposed to teach them. Another brick in the wall of being lazy that surounds our four fathers, building a wall that hides all the true reasons we are invinsible, the true reasons of why we need a education, so we can get older become teachers then create a program that makes our (your)children lazier than they already are. I guess if they did it right they could brain wash the kids with that kinda of technology, give them the drive to be more powerful than the previous grenerations that have sat on the couch and done nothing but complain and place blame for the fuckedness of our countrys government. Hipocrict(sp?) Well this has been a thought out of my uneducated lazy brainwashed reallity. Live your own dreams and take the world over without listening to anything that you don't want to. Like me don't listen it will just get you somewhere that you probably do want to be.
So grab your gun your favorite bottle of booze a handful of the finest pharmies and blow your fears goodbye. Go out and bye those tight ass pants your friends tell you are gay, buy that new sports car, get a boob job, kill yourself. DO what you want, just don't tell me what to do.
One more thing. Blow me...
xoxoxoxo scary