hazardstar2

...i feel better now...i took my favorite class at the gym, took a nice hot shower, and now i'm eating a peanut butter sandwich and not thinking about schoolwork for a while...maybe i'll do some drinking to keep myself from thinking...

...strangely falsifying...fucked and left (like last night's whore?)...they kill us (in an avalanche of life)...we're rats, trapped in mazes...and the cheese is jesus...jesus is the cheese...if they don't chop off your fucking arm first!

...so i live in an apartment by myself, in a town where i know about two and a half people, and i'm pretty bored most of the time...but i like playing my bass, and coming on to this website, just to look at the girls, look around, talk to some cool people...i got really sad today in class for no apparent reason...that hasn't happened in...
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...another day of class...but if all goes as planned, i might graduate a semester early...or at least have some money saved up when i graduate on time...i want to see the world!!
...everyone have a good day...i hope i do the same...

...so um i think there's some big football game on or something, but i'm just sitting here being out of it...wondering how my far away friend is doing...being a little cold and a little lonely, but otherwise okay...
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...so um i think there's some big football game on or something, but i'm just sitting here being out of it...wondering how my far away friend is doing...being a little cold and a little lonely, but otherwise okay...

...and i can not help but hold on to the handful of times when what was spoken was a revolution in itself, and what we were doing was the only thing that mattered...

...oh man, against me! is the best band ever...i'm serious...if you ever get the chance to check them out, do it. it's unreal...

...so i looked out my window this morning...well, this afternoon...i slept too late and missed class...dammit...but anyway, i looked and i saw the stray cat running around! i haven't seen it in a while...i always try to rescue it, but it's scared...i even bought cat food, and leave it out there, but some asshole always comes and throws it away...i want to save the kitty...

...well i got two scratch off cards, but i didn't win shit...sigh...but i did get my new bass in the mail! yay! a beautiful fender jazz bass in midnight wine...<swoons>...now if only my shitty amp would work...

...my horoscope today said that i could *win* financial freedom...does that mean i should buy a scratch off card?...

...silence breeds the everlasting solitude...but at least it's honest...seriously, people, is mitten the most amazingly awesomely beautiful girl you've ever seen? i think so... her, and the rest of these suicide girls...best site EVER.