hazard

i had a fabulous weekend. except for the part that i had to wake up this morning and go to work. luckily, i was woken up wonderfully.

i didnt want to get retarded about a boy again. not now. not when i have so much that i have to fix and deal w/in my life. but it happened. i met him and he's wowing me. he makes me believe in things again. he makes me happy. he makes me let go. he makes me think about bigger things. (even tho sometimes i think about them...and i'm kicking and screaming not to fall for it) he's doing funny things to my heart. he knows how to kiss me properly. and by properly i mean, like no one has EVER kissed me. and he knows how to make me feel like a woman, and not a little girl. he makes me miss him something fierce. and he makes me wish i could wake up every morning in his bed, awoken with kisses and sweetness.

everyday my heart sings the wedding present "yeah yeah yeah yeah"....

i want to know 'how do you hold me prisoner with just a kiss? my head tells me i shouldn't be here yet...my heart says yeah!'

pinch me please, because this surely cannot be happening to me.