haysey

i have figured out was is wrong...my karma is fucked!
everytime something good happens or i start to feel better about myself something shit happens and i'm back down!

and its happening on a daily basis!

i feel shit now...but yesterday i felt great!
life is shit once again,
now i'm feeling worthless,
i'm not gonna get a perm place at work cos someone else has got the job...and now it feels like everyone is shutting me out to make way for them,
i've got the feeling i'm not gonna be there too much longer

and i'm gonna sell my camera,
i'm not a photographer and i'm not even that good,
i've just got a standard one now...for a standard person!