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Life continues to confuse me, beat me, tease me, & continue to try & destroy me.
Ive never felt so homesick in my life.
I currently fight a battle between my head & my heart, both which believe different things, which are both screaming at me, "do this!, this is what you WANT TO DO"! "THIS IS WHAT YOU NEED TO DO".
I say the words ' I dont know' , alot.
I never know which voice to listen to, the one in my head which knows what I NEED to do, or do I follow my heart, the one that always seems to force me in wrong directions, & my heart breaks, & it bleeds, continuously, but my heart feels stronger than my mind, when once upon a time, my mind was terrific. It was SO STRONG, yet I have lost that strength, & I feel weak.
I dont follow my own advice, even though I should.
I dont even follow anybody else's advice, unless I have absolutely NO fight or motivation to move on.
I feel like a wreak, but, beneath the carefully placed makeup, & the neatly brushed hair..
I am a weak, confused being, in disguise.
I need a push of strength, to absolutely BREAK me out of my comfort zone, so I can continue to find happiness within myself, & within life.
Life continues to confuse me, beat me, tease me, & continue to try & destroy me.
Ive never felt so homesick in my life.
I currently fight a battle between my head & my heart, both which believe different things, which are both screaming at me, "do this!, this is what you WANT TO DO"! "THIS IS WHAT YOU NEED TO DO".
I say the words ' I dont know' , alot.
I never know which voice to listen to, the one in my head which knows what I NEED to do, or do I follow my heart, the one that always seems to force me in wrong directions, & my heart breaks, & it bleeds, continuously, but my heart feels stronger than my mind, when once upon a time, my mind was terrific. It was SO STRONG, yet I have lost that strength, & I feel weak.
I dont follow my own advice, even though I should.
I dont even follow anybody else's advice, unless I have absolutely NO fight or motivation to move on.
I feel like a wreak, but, beneath the carefully placed makeup, & the neatly brushed hair..
I am a weak, confused being, in disguise.
I need a push of strength, to absolutely BREAK me out of my comfort zone, so I can continue to find happiness within myself, & within life.
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I did like your set, you are quite lovely. There are some good comments, I am sure. Most people here will try to be helpful, they are not being mean or trying to make you sad. They just want to advise you on how to shoot a better set so you can go pink.