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Officially an Author + Winning NaNoWriMo My First Year + A General Update 🖤☪️

Nov 28, 2021
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I fucking did the thing!
I have about a five-novel series mapped out from my first WIP, but this is my winning progress for my first novel in my interactive NA-Psychological Horror series—Enchanted Luciferse!
I am going to be honest when I say I have legitimately never even written a story in my life up until October, or rather the end of it.
Kind of like when I was 14—I hated running with a bloody passion, but I love a fucking challenge so what did I do?
I RAN A FUCKING 26.2 MILE MARATHON WITH LITTLE TO NO TRAINING.
Now, do I still run? HELL NO! I still have shin splints haha.
The point here is, no matter what it may be that I do, I go big, or I go home. Plain and simple.
Complex things, or rather things that others view as complex or even impossible? I do before most people have breakfast.
That is one kind of cool thing about having High-Functioning Autism, complex things are a breeze, but can I remember to drink some damn water? NOPE. 😂
Another awesome thing is that when I went to Google other interactive psychological horror novels, I got ZERO SEARCH RESULTS back on Google!
I assume that means I may be on to something, so I also wanted to share a recent excerpt from my interactive novel, Enchanted Luciferse #1!
Let me know what you all think. :) I also of course have attached media for your viewing pleasure, as well as a screenshot of my progress, and lastly? A poem.
Catch You on the other side…

“[Hello, Ashley.] the woman said sternly.

Ashley jumped.

[who the hell are you, show yourself!] Ashley screamed jumpily.

[you know.]

[I know?! No, I don’t fucking know who you are! That's why I asked, obviously.] Ashley rolled her eyes as she crossed her arms and placed her weight on her left foot.

[Ashley, you are going to lie after I have already witnessed what you have already done here tonight? You know who I am.] the woman emphasized.

Ashley swallowed but her throat was dryer than that of sandpaper.

[fine. What do you want?]Ashley asked out of admittance more than that of curiosity.

[you have murdered your sister, your blood. What of this do you have to say for yourself? Spit it out, girl! I won't ask again nicely.] the female form spat at Ashley, in a tone of voice colder than a block of dry ice.

Ashley was frozen, not literally, but she may have well have been.

[so, you want to do this the hard way—yes?] the woman replied, just before dropping a vast grin on her face, pleased with the chaos of the situation arising.

The woman did not wait long for Ashley's now non-existent reply, as she flung her around her room hitting her body against every wall in the room at least five times over.

[st—pleas—sot—] Ashley spat as she watched some of her teeth fall to the floor as she began to sob, finally realizing how bad the situation was getting for her now.

[what was that? Sorry, can't talk now, too busy. I have waited so long for this!] the woman threw Ashley against the wall one final time when a flash of red and black light appeared.

She was even more beautiful than the woman nearly trying to destroy Ashley by playing hammer and nail with Ashley being the hammer, and the nails being just about everything else in sight.

But who was she, and why was she here?

[stop it Amarah. Not this one.] the new woman said coldly as dry ice.

[but why? She just killed her sister! I have orders!] the first woman proclaimed arrogantly.

[bye, you angelic self-righteous virgin.] the second woman laughed, as she slammed her blood hand against a marking on the wall, also made of blood—a sigil.

[you might wanna shut your eyes girl, would hate for those beauties to get seared out ya head.] the beautiful woman motioned for her to shut her eyes and since, the woman had saved Ashley completely—she ought to do what she said by the sounds of it.

A bright white light, even brighter than glowing starlight, shone through woman one’s body as beams of light replaced the formerly pristine form, with that of holes one after hole after another—until the sigil was done, burnt and all that remained was pure white ash with an outline of wings burnt into the ground behind it.

[I like to call that virgin repellent] the second woman was more than twice that of the first—but who was she?

[oh I do suppose an introduction is in order…] the beautiful woman-formed figure smiled.

[I am Haylee, or as most of y’all call me is uh... Queen of Hell.] Haylee replied.

Ashley abruptly had all the remaining color drained from her face, the little that had remained after Amarah happened, that is.

[the queen

Of hell

Os in my room

And she just saved my life from some angelic bastard?!]

Ashley blinked, which was about all that she was capable of doing whilst trying to comprehend what the fuck she just went through.

She swallowed once more before being able to gather up the courage and strength to respond to the queen—who was a bit more... Eccentric than Ashley had been made out to believe, though no idea why.

[Ashley?] Haylee asked in concern as she reached out her flawless yet blood-covered hand out to help Ashley up.

[oh—hi.] Ashley smiled as she took Haylee's hand to accept the help up.

Ashley felt a sense of relief as the next thing Haylee had done for her, was not only to save her life form but heal her physical form too that had been thrown around just moments prior.

Every scar, broken bone, and imperfection was waved away ironically enough by Haylee’s hell forged queen knife, purely made of phoenix ash and hellfire—a channeled way to healing just as much as it was destruction, variable by the intent of the wielder, of course.

[you sure are lucky I came when I did, not like id let anything happen to my heir though now, would I?]

[heir…?] Ashley swallowed, or rather—tried to but not a drop of spit would form.

[what the hell is happening?]

[I know this is a lot for you, but I haven’t got much time. Meet me here!] HAYLEE apparated.

The address of your fifth birthday home as a youngster

Come NOW

P.S. I like you. ;)

- H

[there? Reall— oh I suppose, a pent a point, she’s the queen of hell. Duh!] Ashley hit herself on her forehead as she felt a bit idiotic.”

-Chapter 3.2-1

Here is a poem I am proud of from my book Psychosis Poetry Volume One! It tells a story of my life with my fucked up family, so if anyone can relate feel free to drop a comment or drop a comment even if you just enjoyed it. <3
‘MEET MY FAMILY’
Rage
Locked in its cage
It wants out
It wants screams
It wants me
it wants me to mean
It never cared
Not if I am clean
It wants out
It wants me
To let it all out
To scream,
to shout some more
All like I am some
Some rage whore
Not to mention
I need to score
My fill, These pills
Ones scripted my way
I always make myself pay
I never wanted to be this way
Like my dad, my mom,
I always wanted to be calm
To be sober and free
Minus the occasional tree
But look here at this
what my family has done
They all did this to me
Now all I want to do is flee
From every last one
Every last pain
I am fucking done
And my wrath will fall
Fall harder than the rain
But it won’t be to my disdain
Or pain that I feel
I felt that shit already
It's already fucking here
Maybe its this time of year
I do not know all
But I know some
And with all you family
I am fucking done
Yeah supposed family
All of you lie
I don’t even know why
Why I try
Why I care
So I leave you this
This written scare
Or rather the truth
Fresh from my heart
The one you tarnished
And tried to tear apart
But now I am healing
And that is no thanks to you
You were only useful at age two
When I learned of tying my shoes
But not even then
You still had your lies
I should have wondered
Why’d you attract those flies
All you do is be the spy
Spy on one another
With your shit,
I am done
Do you hear me?
Go find another.
-Haylee Rose😘

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