hayes

So I havnt had a dream in quite some time that I could actually make out or write down, until this morning,
It was all well and good a friend of mine was getting married and we were all all in our bridesmaid dresses in my parents front yard. We were practicing a beatles song that we were going to sing at the wedding but none of us really knew the words so I ran inside to print out the lyrics off the net. It was taking me way too long and they started yelling at me that we were going to be late. The next thing I knew the wedding was over and we were standing outside. I was talking to one of the bridesmaids about going to work and she wanted me to come with her. She was a hooker. I said I wasnt really interested but I guess I needed the money pretty badly so I said yes. She took me to this crappy old house and we waited outside for someone to come along. A car full of guys came by and she was ready to go with them but didnt want to go until I was with someone and this fat creepy drunk dude came by and she said ya ok, bj only meet her in that garage across the street. I walked in and he had his pants down and I got on my knees. .....Im so about to barf just thinking about this again right now.... then he said climb on, I told him it was bj only and he got up and grabbed me by my hair and pushed me on the ground. There was a bat or pipe or something on th wall and I grabbed it and tried to swing at him but he just grabbed it out of my hands and hit me with it instead. So Im on this dirty floor being raped by this creepy dude and of course I can never scream in my dreams, but I tried. Sure enough I got something out and a guy came in and got him off me. I ran back to the house and my friend was just getting back too and she asked how it went. I was crying and I said that I was done, for good. Thats when I woke up shaking and discusted, I dont think I will ever get that face out of my head either...