Sooooo..... Hayes has been one busy little beaver. Working two jobs is not quite all it's cracked up to be, until payday that is. Been getting some pretty sweet cheques and been paying off some serious debt, oh and going on vacation! I just got back from New Brunswick once again. My friend and I found a seat sale and thanks to a 'friend' of hers the flight was even cheaper. I had a WICKED time! Even better than the first I think.....ya for sure...WAY better than the first time. Got to spend a ton of time with some good people, one good person in particular a little more than others...
Smoked a shit ton of weed, listened to a bunch of great music and got to witness some serious dance skills! haha It's really hard not to get all romantic and to 'keep my cool' but this certain someone makes butterflies do kartwheels in every part of my body every time they look at me... How fucking cheesy does that sound? It also scares the fucking shit out of me because the last thing I want to start right now is a realtionship, and, I really didn't think I would have feelings for another persn so quickly after my marriage ending...but here I am trying to stifle my grade 9 self so I don't make myself out to be a total geek! Be cool Hayes, be cool! One super artist that said crush has introduced me to is Ill-Esha. An amazing DJ from BC. I've been listning to one of her sets non stop for days...check it out!!! ILL-ESHA
This site actually has a bunch of different DJ sets some that are very swell such as this one. Do some browsing, it's worth it!
Been sick since the day I woke up to leave New Brunswick. I'd like to say that it's my body rejecting coming back to Ontario. Starting to slightly subside but still coughing so badly at times in the morning that I'm throwing up...how hot is that? It is nice to be back in the arms ( or should I say legs ) of Fluke though. I hate to sleep alone and me and Fluke have been getting some really good cuddle time in. Especially since it's getting cold he always wants to curl up under the covers with his head on my pillow these days *sigh* I could cuddle that boy all day long. I love nothing more than to bury my face in the back of his head and feel his soft fur on my cheek.....
So at the moment I am in the process of finding my own digs. It's been pretty trying snce I have a dog the size of a small horse and I can't afford anything too large if I want to have anything left over to save at the end of the month. I still have some house bills that I'm paying for since the X still hasn't put it up for sale and is being a dick about splitting things up. I'm trying to be civil but if he wants to fuck wth me this could be war. Anyway, I'm super excited about having a place me, Flukie and Blue can call our own. My parents already have some furniture and what not lined up for me. I have never been on my own in all of my life and as exciting as it all is I'm also a bit scared that I wont be able to hack it. My mom has pretty much talked me into staying in town so at worse she and my dad can help me out with the dog since I work 13 hour days sometimes and that way I'll be able to go over there if I get lonely. I'm not sure what scares me so much about being alone because when I am I love it!!!
So my one job puts me working side by sde with the X gf and it's fabulous!!!! It was about a year and a half that we didn't speak and snce we started talking again things have been so much better than they ever were. The first shift we ever worked together I told her that I was reall glad that we were friends again because if we didn't work things out would have made it SUPER uncomfortable to work together. Now I look forward to getting to see her and even though we generally work opposite shifts and she is way busy with her new man and school we manage to keep a friendly relationship...but fuck I miss eating pussy...can I say that? haha Well I guess I just did.
Anyway...I forgot to bring my camera on my trip so I don't have any pics to share unfortunatly, but due to popular demand I will be taking some new pics of myself for your viewing pleasure. I'm supposed to be hooking up with someone in the next couple weeks to shoot a new set, so fingers crossed people! I'm really gonna need your support!!! My membership is almost expired and I would really like to get a set accepted before that time so I don't have to renew. Fuck I'm cheap....anyway, stay tuned!!! xxoxoxox
Smoked a shit ton of weed, listened to a bunch of great music and got to witness some serious dance skills! haha It's really hard not to get all romantic and to 'keep my cool' but this certain someone makes butterflies do kartwheels in every part of my body every time they look at me... How fucking cheesy does that sound? It also scares the fucking shit out of me because the last thing I want to start right now is a realtionship, and, I really didn't think I would have feelings for another persn so quickly after my marriage ending...but here I am trying to stifle my grade 9 self so I don't make myself out to be a total geek! Be cool Hayes, be cool! One super artist that said crush has introduced me to is Ill-Esha. An amazing DJ from BC. I've been listning to one of her sets non stop for days...check it out!!! ILL-ESHA This site actually has a bunch of different DJ sets some that are very swell such as this one. Do some browsing, it's worth it!
Been sick since the day I woke up to leave New Brunswick. I'd like to say that it's my body rejecting coming back to Ontario. Starting to slightly subside but still coughing so badly at times in the morning that I'm throwing up...how hot is that? It is nice to be back in the arms ( or should I say legs ) of Fluke though. I hate to sleep alone and me and Fluke have been getting some really good cuddle time in. Especially since it's getting cold he always wants to curl up under the covers with his head on my pillow these days *sigh* I could cuddle that boy all day long. I love nothing more than to bury my face in the back of his head and feel his soft fur on my cheek.....
So at the moment I am in the process of finding my own digs. It's been pretty trying snce I have a dog the size of a small horse and I can't afford anything too large if I want to have anything left over to save at the end of the month. I still have some house bills that I'm paying for since the X still hasn't put it up for sale and is being a dick about splitting things up. I'm trying to be civil but if he wants to fuck wth me this could be war. Anyway, I'm super excited about having a place me, Flukie and Blue can call our own. My parents already have some furniture and what not lined up for me. I have never been on my own in all of my life and as exciting as it all is I'm also a bit scared that I wont be able to hack it. My mom has pretty much talked me into staying in town so at worse she and my dad can help me out with the dog since I work 13 hour days sometimes and that way I'll be able to go over there if I get lonely. I'm not sure what scares me so much about being alone because when I am I love it!!!
So my one job puts me working side by sde with the X gf and it's fabulous!!!! It was about a year and a half that we didn't speak and snce we started talking again things have been so much better than they ever were. The first shift we ever worked together I told her that I was reall glad that we were friends again because if we didn't work things out would have made it SUPER uncomfortable to work together. Now I look forward to getting to see her and even though we generally work opposite shifts and she is way busy with her new man and school we manage to keep a friendly relationship...but fuck I miss eating pussy...can I say that? haha Well I guess I just did.
Anyway...I forgot to bring my camera on my trip so I don't have any pics to share unfortunatly, but due to popular demand I will be taking some new pics of myself for your viewing pleasure. I'm supposed to be hooking up with someone in the next couple weeks to shoot a new set, so fingers crossed people! I'm really gonna need your support!!! My membership is almost expired and I would really like to get a set accepted before that time so I don't have to renew. Fuck I'm cheap....anyway, stay tuned!!! xxoxoxox
jcourtney:
So glad you are taking some new pictures and I hope you can do a set. As I've said before, I just think your body is hot as hell. 