hayes

So I'm 30 now, woopdie-do! My actual birthday was pretty crap, woke up sick, that girl jammed herself into her sports bra faster than I could blink, my parents were in Cuba, my brother forgot to call me, and my BFF worked till 9. We went out for nachos when she got off work and I came home and barfed them up. Salsa and sour cream, not the best combo to make a reappearance. It all got made up for when Brianna took me to the Keg for dinner the next week and I enjoyed a perfectly cooked steak and a ceasar salad with big chunks of parm on it. We totally looked like a hot lezbo couple out celebrating the anniversary of our civil union, hehe, good times...

...So, now...I figure my life is pretty much half over and I can't really say that I have done many of the things I would have liked to before now. Of course things change, shit happens, stuff comes up, but does that mean that I should just settle for the shitty little life I have created for myself? Did I really see myself in the same tiny hometown I was born in? Well maybe, eventually. Not that I don't dig being able to pop over to my parents house daily and go to the pool and aqua fit it up with my mom whenever I please, but I feel like I'm always doing things on other people's recommendations. I heard about this job, you should apply for it, or there's this class you should take. Well it's time little miss Hayes grew the fuck up and took control of her own life. As hard as that is going to be with my ever procrastinating self, this is it, I'm at a breaking point!!! So in the coming weeks there may be some drastic changes for me and the people around me. I have to stop thinking what if this or that happens and just make things happen for myself!

Wish me luck good people!!!




Baby Hayes... I havn't changed a bit!