This has been the worst week ever. It's only Monday. Ah.
My Dad has gone fucking psychotic.
I'm trying to find things to do so I don't have to be at the house when he's off work. There's always something wrong. Last night he was so randomly pissed off that I thought he was joking.
My sister, Audrey, usually won't say anything about it to him, but last night she was freaked out because she heard some of the things he was saying to me. Later, I was sitting in my room and I could hear them talking through the wall. My sister said something about him screaming at me and he slammed her into the wall and yelled, "What gives you the right to fucking question me?"
Audrey never cries and she did last night. I just heard her hit the wall and I was like scared to come out of my room, but I manager to sneak into her room for a little while. I felt really bad. I hate seeing her cry.
My family is fucked up. It makes me want to pose naked. My photo shoot is this week. Oh.
[I'm so kidding] *lol* I wasn't sure if I was actually going to do it, but $500 a set sounds good right now. I need to get the fuck out of my Dad's house.
If he kicks me out I'm fucked. I just moved here. I don't know anyone well enough to move in with them temporarily. In Boise I had no problem. I could have stayed with Michelle or Angela. I'm fucked in Arizona. Worst case scenario; I'll have to move back to ID. [Which would suck major ass]
If I can stick it out til January, I'm going to move into the dorm. YeAh. *lol*
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.Me.
P.S. I'm sorry I don't reply to any of your comments. When I get my computer and I'm not creeped out because I'm in my Dad's room, I'll write back.
My Dad has gone fucking psychotic.
I'm trying to find things to do so I don't have to be at the house when he's off work. There's always something wrong. Last night he was so randomly pissed off that I thought he was joking.
My sister, Audrey, usually won't say anything about it to him, but last night she was freaked out because she heard some of the things he was saying to me. Later, I was sitting in my room and I could hear them talking through the wall. My sister said something about him screaming at me and he slammed her into the wall and yelled, "What gives you the right to fucking question me?"
Audrey never cries and she did last night. I just heard her hit the wall and I was like scared to come out of my room, but I manager to sneak into her room for a little while. I felt really bad. I hate seeing her cry.
My family is fucked up. It makes me want to pose naked. My photo shoot is this week. Oh.
[I'm so kidding] *lol* I wasn't sure if I was actually going to do it, but $500 a set sounds good right now. I need to get the fuck out of my Dad's house.
If he kicks me out I'm fucked. I just moved here. I don't know anyone well enough to move in with them temporarily. In Boise I had no problem. I could have stayed with Michelle or Angela. I'm fucked in Arizona. Worst case scenario; I'll have to move back to ID. [Which would suck major ass]
If I can stick it out til January, I'm going to move into the dorm. YeAh. *lol*
***
.Me.
P.S. I'm sorry I don't reply to any of your comments. When I get my computer and I'm not creeped out because I'm in my Dad's room, I'll write back.
XOXO
Havok