There is not enough IB Profun in the world to ease my pain.
(lol jk that just sounded funny)
My xbf is coming to visit me next week.
I don't know what the hell I'm doing talking to him anymore but now he's coming here for a couple days... I'm so stupid sometimes. lol
He said his gf doesn't care that he's coming to visit me. She did care last time so I think this is her way of saying, get out of my house! or maybe I'm wrong... but when he said he wanted to chill with me last time she like freaked out and all the sudden she "doesn't mind at all." I don't know... I'm secretly hoping she'll break up with him and kick him out so I can be like haha that's what you get. Me = Bitch.
Soooo yah. I have 2 interviews this week. =) I'm trying to find a better job because I'm sick of cashiering. I'm going to the doctor cause I haven't been forever and I have health insurance! Yay! and I'm going to get a shot in my butt. Birth control! Yay!
Ummm I thiink that's pretty much it. I don't know. I could find other things to talk about. It's almost 1 in the morning and I'm running on adrenaline. i feel like I'm on crack. So tired. Wah.
Oh! Oh! I'm going back to college in the spring because my loans are current. Hooray. I hate not being in school. I feel myself getting dumber as the months go by... haha I've been sneaking into my Mom's Psych 101 class because there's like 250 people and they never notice me. I'm so lame. =)
My Dad wants me to move home. I don't know what to do about that and I just get stressed out thinking about it. He wants me to go to school down there... It would be cheaper. My Mom makes me pay rent and he said he won't. I'll just pay my insurance and whatever other bills I have + school. Sounds better but then my Dad's kind of loopy. I don't know if I can go back to that after the last year of Hell. There's also this really cool gym there that I'm in love with. I could live there.. and I would If I could afford it living there....
OMG I might shut up soon... then again I might keep going and going with this mindless randomness like the freakin' energizer bunny!! Ahr! (Just kidding) Okay.... Pain killers working. ...think I can go to sleep now. If you actually read all of this... umm. wow. You must have too much time on your hands. or you're really cool and care what I have to say! Ah! Oh thats not it? ... K I think I'm done now. Peace nigguhs. (just kidding)
<3 Ashley
(lol jk that just sounded funny)
My xbf is coming to visit me next week.
I don't know what the hell I'm doing talking to him anymore but now he's coming here for a couple days... I'm so stupid sometimes. lol
He said his gf doesn't care that he's coming to visit me. She did care last time so I think this is her way of saying, get out of my house! or maybe I'm wrong... but when he said he wanted to chill with me last time she like freaked out and all the sudden she "doesn't mind at all." I don't know... I'm secretly hoping she'll break up with him and kick him out so I can be like haha that's what you get. Me = Bitch.
Soooo yah. I have 2 interviews this week. =) I'm trying to find a better job because I'm sick of cashiering. I'm going to the doctor cause I haven't been forever and I have health insurance! Yay! and I'm going to get a shot in my butt. Birth control! Yay!
Ummm I thiink that's pretty much it. I don't know. I could find other things to talk about. It's almost 1 in the morning and I'm running on adrenaline. i feel like I'm on crack. So tired. Wah.
Oh! Oh! I'm going back to college in the spring because my loans are current. Hooray. I hate not being in school. I feel myself getting dumber as the months go by... haha I've been sneaking into my Mom's Psych 101 class because there's like 250 people and they never notice me. I'm so lame. =)
My Dad wants me to move home. I don't know what to do about that and I just get stressed out thinking about it. He wants me to go to school down there... It would be cheaper. My Mom makes me pay rent and he said he won't. I'll just pay my insurance and whatever other bills I have + school. Sounds better but then my Dad's kind of loopy. I don't know if I can go back to that after the last year of Hell. There's also this really cool gym there that I'm in love with. I could live there.. and I would If I could afford it living there....
OMG I might shut up soon... then again I might keep going and going with this mindless randomness like the freakin' energizer bunny!! Ahr! (Just kidding) Okay.... Pain killers working. ...think I can go to sleep now. If you actually read all of this... umm. wow. You must have too much time on your hands. or you're really cool and care what I have to say! Ah! Oh thats not it? ... K I think I'm done now. Peace nigguhs. (just kidding)
<3 Ashley