hawt_chocolate

I'm very lucky we are still friends after I wrote and sent this to one of my first and longest lasting Victoria friends. This is from the heart, I ask everyone to be brutally honest. I can take it. You won't stop me. Here it is.

"Dick4 -or- Slutty Society" ~for Julian Goodman

I'm sorry Ju
if I hurt you
but for the first time I see
Clearly
I think we might be
Finally
Through

I find your confidence Inspiring
But deep down
Its obvious you're hiding your feelings
You treat your girls like dirt
Because of how the past made you hurt

Call me crazy
say I wish he didn't go
Sorry Ju, I'll always love you

Nooo Homooo

No longer can you tell me this is wrong
Its thru our battles
I can write
this song

You helped me grow into the man I am
but i can't let your influences
get in the way of my plans

goodbye my friend...

I must thank you for the rotring (pen)
and I'm still down to go skateboarding
Always down to go skatboarding!

but the womanizing
it's not my thing
I'm telling you Ju
You
will never be happy

goodbye my friend...

I hope one day you'll figure it out
What its not about
not about the who what where
not about numbers
and if you realize I will be here
but without beer
until then, please
Steer Clear

I'm sorry Ju
I'm breaking up with you!

This is a draft, but close to being finished.

Started the day listening to Animal Collective, Strawberry Jam. I have the shakes, I feel anxious. Now I'm playing some Niko Case and I feel calmer... Strange eh?