hawksley

i feel empty...





i suppose i just have bad timing.

indecision... lack of interest... something...

i'm going to be taking a break from all things physical for awhile... like 40 days and 40 nights... but for longer....

now all i need is a hobbie to keep my mind away from things... any ideas?

If it takes shit to make bliss... then I feel pretty blissfully...


p.s. The good times are killing me.

I went for a walk in the rain today... attempting to clear my head...

I had no such luck...

My mind is full of random rants and I'm scared shitless of the next step...

I'm trying to think of some wonderful quote to end this on... but nothing is coming to mind. I'm just hoping for sleep and a better day tomorrow.

xoxo

i feel like a stranger each time i come home.

I'm going to Chicago Tuesday for Columbia's orientation...

I'm so excited!

Hrm. other than that I've got nothing. Just work... Although! I should be buying a new video camera sometime this week! w00t w00t!

I should also have pictures of my brand up soon... because it's pretty! yay!

yeah, that's all i've got.

xoxox

fuck violence.

great indecision... it's wonderful...

it's the biggest decision of my life and i dont want to have to make it... i just want it to be simple...

bah.