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Friday Apr 17, 2009

Apr 17, 2009
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I've spent the last 15 minutes trying to write this blog... finding and erasing the right words... Please forgive me if I lose track or stop making sense.

Tomorrow is my brother's open house. He's leaving for his second tour in Iraq and tomorrow will be my only chance to say goodbye. Obviously this is upsetting - but worsened by the fact that our relationship has been anything but full of love.

I have to search for the right words to tell him goodbye... but those words are fleeting minute by minute.

Wish me luck.


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