So... I'm leaving for Kalamazoo in the morning... I have a job interview with my dad's company...
I am still very much undecided on how I feel about this. I'm not a big fan on change...and even though I was all, "oh, I can't wait to get out of Detroit," the truth is that I'm going to miss it.
I am scared shitless that I'm going to have to leave. But, more so, I'm scared to stay. I know that it's a great opportunity (full time, benefits, good pay, no rent, no more retail!) And it's not like I have a lot of friends here... Okay, let's be honest... I'm closer to my SG friends from Detroit that I have never met in person than I am to those I have "hung out" with.... Bah.
Let's just say that I want to next few days, weeks and months to be over with.
I just need someone (who is not my mother and so excited at the possibility of me moving home) to tell me that everything will be okay.
Geh...
I am still very much undecided on how I feel about this. I'm not a big fan on change...and even though I was all, "oh, I can't wait to get out of Detroit," the truth is that I'm going to miss it.
I am scared shitless that I'm going to have to leave. But, more so, I'm scared to stay. I know that it's a great opportunity (full time, benefits, good pay, no rent, no more retail!) And it's not like I have a lot of friends here... Okay, let's be honest... I'm closer to my SG friends from Detroit that I have never met in person than I am to those I have "hung out" with.... Bah.
Let's just say that I want to next few days, weeks and months to be over with.
I just need someone (who is not my mother and so excited at the possibility of me moving home) to tell me that everything will be okay.
Geh...
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But I know what you mean about change. It's scary, even if it's the right thing to do.
Mind if I ask what the job would be?
I worked on-and-off for my dad years ago. It was hell. But that was because he was an ass.
If you get along with your dad, then go for it. It has to be better than retail.
So, assuming you and your dad get along, then I'm sure everything will be okay. And I'm not your mother.
As for me, I'm doing okay these days. I went through a period of severe depression late last year, but thanks to a change in medication, I seem to be doing better.
Unfortunately, my life still generally is empty. I'm hoping to win the lottery and change it all.
what brought you back lol
hows it going?