Hrm. Because doing top five/ten lists are so much fun - that's how i'm going to update. w00t w00t.
Hrm... because I don't really feel like sorting things out into different lists... So... yeah.
Top five to ten things that are really cool/alright/kind of bad:
-i had today off! and i have thursday off! and yay!
-i think my phone [which is new] is broken. and not just because it hasnt rang all day...
-i get to see Free2B tomorrow!
-i saw this yesterday with bekka138... it was sooo good but it made me cry. like a lot.
-i hate having doubts... about everything... i hate it.
-this goes along with the doubts... but i didnt want my list to seem to short: i hate being honest with myself.it leads to more decisions. and i'm really bad at making decisions.
-staying by myself = me being afraid of everything!
-one of my best friends is moving far away. well... not that far. but. i'm oh so sad. what am i suppose to do with myself?
- i miss my mom and dad
-i need a hug. urgently. please.
-i spent sometime with a cute boy this weekend
-and again, so my list doesnt appear to short... the cute boy has returned home and now i am forced to surround myself with pop music and think of distractions.... other wise i'll become miserable. maybe it's the pop music..
"What came first - the music or the misery? Did I listen to music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened music? People worry about kids playing with gins, and teenagers watching violent videogames; we are scared that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands - literally thousands - of songs about broken hearts and rejection and pain and misery and loss." -Nick Hornby/High Fidelity.
Not that he made me miserable. or anxious. or ill at ease. He's fun and cute. It's just that usual fear that comes from my own insecurities. it happens. You know?
He should come back.
Hrm... because I don't really feel like sorting things out into different lists... So... yeah.
Top five to ten things that are really cool/alright/kind of bad:
-i had today off! and i have thursday off! and yay!
-i think my phone [which is new] is broken. and not just because it hasnt rang all day...
-i get to see Free2B tomorrow!
-i saw this yesterday with bekka138... it was sooo good but it made me cry. like a lot.
-i hate having doubts... about everything... i hate it.
-this goes along with the doubts... but i didnt want my list to seem to short: i hate being honest with myself.it leads to more decisions. and i'm really bad at making decisions.
-staying by myself = me being afraid of everything!
-one of my best friends is moving far away. well... not that far. but. i'm oh so sad. what am i suppose to do with myself?
- i miss my mom and dad
-i need a hug. urgently. please.
-i spent sometime with a cute boy this weekend
-and again, so my list doesnt appear to short... the cute boy has returned home and now i am forced to surround myself with pop music and think of distractions.... other wise i'll become miserable. maybe it's the pop music..
"What came first - the music or the misery? Did I listen to music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened music? People worry about kids playing with gins, and teenagers watching violent videogames; we are scared that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands - literally thousands - of songs about broken hearts and rejection and pain and misery and loss." -Nick Hornby/High Fidelity.
Not that he made me miserable. or anxious. or ill at ease. He's fun and cute. It's just that usual fear that comes from my own insecurities. it happens. You know?
He should come back.
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Pot, meet kettle. Kettle, meet pot.
That said, my travel was indeed safe. A tad tardy, but safe nonetheless.
last night a friend of mine wanted to hang out and watch a movie. i was probably going to make her watch it anyways, but i was giddy with delight when she requested that we watch high fidelity.
cuddling + cusack = awesomeness